LVgeogeek
03-23-2004, 04:44 PM
I hate my fucking job. I have gotten to the point where I would rather bleed my eyes out than come to work every day. I hate doing the same lame bullshit work every damn day month after month. I have been here nearly 5 years and I have finally had it. I feel like I am wasting my hard earned degree in geology sitting behind a desk looking at stupid documents every day. I can't even properly pit my job because I have a confidentiality agreement with my employer and the DOE. OOOOOO its all secret... I have no idea why it is a big fucking secret, this shit I read all day is boring mindless drivel that would bore an ADHD child* to sleep! The only thing that keeps me from totally flipping out is the Dope.
To my stupid boss: I have realized that being here has made me a total fucking bitch to be around. I am constantly in a bad mood once I get to work and it is driving me insane trying to put on happy face around you. At home in the evening, when I should be able to relax and unwind- I can't! I am so tense from all the bullshit at work that I snap at the smallest thing. I do not like who I have become from working here. The thing that I liked most about this job is that there was flexible scheduling. I would come in early in the day (730 or 8 am) work while I was most productive, put in my eight hours and go home. Well, since you got on some fucking ego power trip before the holidays saying we need more overlapping hours during the day.... Why??? You never fucking call or email be but once a week other than that I never hear from you. You want me to be here from 9 am until 6 pm.... when you don't drag your ass in here until nearly noon :eek:. I said I don't want to have to work until 6 that is much too late (since it takes me nearly 45 minutes to get home) and I have outside commitments after work YOUR RESPONSE: rearrange your schedule to fit work- too bad :mad: Why do you come in so late every day :confused: Because you go to the gym and run in the morning. MY RESPONSE: get up earlier and come to work at a normal fucking time!
So since that day I have been actively seeking new employment. Yes a job that actually pertains to that degree that I worked and slaved my ass off for. Months have gone by with no silver lining in sight until..... last week! Ah-ha! HOPE has come back to me!!! A friend of mine who works for an environmental consulting firm says that they are looking for new people and that it would probably be a great job for me. Yes, true it would be a pay cut, but at this point I am willing to take a few thousand dollars less a year (other wise I am going to be spending $$$$ to sit on a shrinks couch 3 times a week) So I have been working on updating my résumé so I can send it over to said consulting firm. Hopefully they will feel that I have the qualifications to fill the position! Than I will tell you that you can kiss my butt then you can pay me for the 30+ days of combined vacation and sick time I have earned :D
Maybe I will just work up the chutzpa to just quit, take unemployment and my benefits money and spend my days actually going to the consulting firms and putting a face with my résumé (Hey, where is my 30 second commercial...hmmm) instead of sitting here in this drab windowless office with bad fluorescent lighting (think "Brazil") growing more bitter and hateful by the day about having to be here.
sorry, but I feel so much beter getting that out.... :)
*no offense to anyone who may have an ADHD child
To my stupid boss: I have realized that being here has made me a total fucking bitch to be around. I am constantly in a bad mood once I get to work and it is driving me insane trying to put on happy face around you. At home in the evening, when I should be able to relax and unwind- I can't! I am so tense from all the bullshit at work that I snap at the smallest thing. I do not like who I have become from working here. The thing that I liked most about this job is that there was flexible scheduling. I would come in early in the day (730 or 8 am) work while I was most productive, put in my eight hours and go home. Well, since you got on some fucking ego power trip before the holidays saying we need more overlapping hours during the day.... Why??? You never fucking call or email be but once a week other than that I never hear from you. You want me to be here from 9 am until 6 pm.... when you don't drag your ass in here until nearly noon :eek:. I said I don't want to have to work until 6 that is much too late (since it takes me nearly 45 minutes to get home) and I have outside commitments after work YOUR RESPONSE: rearrange your schedule to fit work- too bad :mad: Why do you come in so late every day :confused: Because you go to the gym and run in the morning. MY RESPONSE: get up earlier and come to work at a normal fucking time!
So since that day I have been actively seeking new employment. Yes a job that actually pertains to that degree that I worked and slaved my ass off for. Months have gone by with no silver lining in sight until..... last week! Ah-ha! HOPE has come back to me!!! A friend of mine who works for an environmental consulting firm says that they are looking for new people and that it would probably be a great job for me. Yes, true it would be a pay cut, but at this point I am willing to take a few thousand dollars less a year (other wise I am going to be spending $$$$ to sit on a shrinks couch 3 times a week) So I have been working on updating my résumé so I can send it over to said consulting firm. Hopefully they will feel that I have the qualifications to fill the position! Than I will tell you that you can kiss my butt then you can pay me for the 30+ days of combined vacation and sick time I have earned :D
Maybe I will just work up the chutzpa to just quit, take unemployment and my benefits money and spend my days actually going to the consulting firms and putting a face with my résumé (Hey, where is my 30 second commercial...hmmm) instead of sitting here in this drab windowless office with bad fluorescent lighting (think "Brazil") growing more bitter and hateful by the day about having to be here.
sorry, but I feel so much beter getting that out.... :)
*no offense to anyone who may have an ADHD child