Hey there,
I need to decide by the end of this month whether I’d like to extend my apartment lease in Chicago another year. I’ve always had a problem with making “big” decisions or commitments.
I’m 23, have been here for five years, and am itching to try a new city – I have Boston in mind. I’d appreciate any opinions or advice you might be able to give me regarding this. Here are my reasons:
For staying: I wouldn’t have to move, I have a job with nice benefits (which would be stupid to give up in these times, I hear), and I have a cute network of friends. (These are mostly practical things that, say, my dad would prioritize.)
For leaving: I want to try someplace new, I feel it would encourage new things (like friends, jobs, activities), I would feel a little more actualized. (These are mostly philosophical things that many people my age seem to identify with. You know, they say, “Go for it!” or “If that’s what you want to do, do it!” They are things that aren’t really contingent upon money, obligations, economy, etc.)
So there it is. One side of me really just wants to sign the lease and settle down for another year, working, building work experience, waiting out the economical rollercoaster. But then the other side of me weeps at the thought of spending another of my formative years in a place where nothing has happened for the past year. Blargh.
I realize that it’s not so much the location one lives which matters, but what the person does with his or her life. A good friend gave me the bit of advice, “Wherever you go, there you are.” And that makes sense. Maybe I’m fantasizing that a change in location would magically make me into some sort of happy, productive person. So should I stay? Or am I being lazy?
Thanks for any help…