All my life I’ve had very vivid and often lucid dreams. For as long as I can remember I’ve had at least 2 or 3 dreams a night that I recall upon waking. I consider myself lucky since I know a lot of people who say they don’t ever remember their dreams, and a couple who claim they don’t dream at all. Also–and I don’t know if this is related in any way, but I think it might be–I have a tendency to get back to my dreams VERY quickly. Say, I’ll get up to use the bathroom or be awoken by something and upon closing my eyes again, almost be instantly back into the same dream.
Anyway, As of late strange things have been happening to me. I don’t know what the terms are, I can only describe it, but it all started with me waking one day to find myself feeling odd. I didn’t know what was wrong, so I closed my eyes again, only to start REMing beneath my lids. I found this to be odd, because, from what I have learned about sleeping patterns, I knew that REM didn’t usually occur until deep sleep. But here I was, with my eyes reflexing involunteerily beneath my eyelids. My heartrate sped up, and there were minor twitches of my arms and legs. My breathing suddenly became very shallow. I could hardly tell I still was doing it, actually. It was like I wasn’t even breathing at all.
The last thing that happened was this…I can only describe it as a RUSH of energy in my brain; a feeling like it was trying to disconnect itself and just float away. I also would see flashes of light and color behind my eyes. It wasn’t exactly an unpleasant feeling…but it was a very weird feeling, and thus, it scared the hell out of me. I snapped my eyes open as soon as I could.
But my curiousity had been piqued. I closed my eyes again, and immediately all the things happened again. The sudden influx of energy in my mind actually felt kinda cool. But I worried that whatever it was was dangerious and could be harmful to me.
Anyway, that was about 5 months ago.
It happened again on and off a couple times…and then, about 3 months ago, something incredible happened. It all started happening again, only this time I was in a dream…yet, I was awake at the same time. I was aware of my bedroom and me lying down on the bed, and my fan blowing on me and all that, yet my eyes were closed and I was dreaming. The dream faded out to blackness and I felt that disconnecting feeling again…but this time I went with it.
Oh man, the feeling was amazing. It was like a burst of energy in my mind and then the feeling of my brain separating from the rest of my body. I could feel my body sort of numb out and get that feeling like your arm falls asleep. I then felt like I was being lifted and floating…and here’s the really spooky part: I then opened my eyes. I opened my eyes while I was in the middle of this and saw my bedroom…but it wasn’t the same. It had all these weird colors and…well, it wasn’t exactly nice. It was actually a bit scary as I felt the presence of forboding things. It was like I was on another plain of existence, yet I felt I was still dreaming and felt my real body in the real world at the same time.
It didn’t last long, as reality snapped back in and I woke up for real.
But it didn’t stop there. That week it happened two more times…one time happening as soon as I closed my eyes after awaking from a dream, and with something new. I heard bells as the disconnection and floating thing occured.
The last time it happened was two days ago…and I’m no longer scared of it. I’m actually quite the opposite. I LOVE it and actually seek it out. It happens often; about twice a week, and is always preceeded by a dream that becomes lucid (Where I realize that I’m in a dream).
I’ve also done a little bit of study and research on it to try to find out what the hell it is, but everything I’ve read about (ASP, OBE, Astrial Projection) doesn’t seem to fit.
The closest thing that DOES fit is what’s known as Hypnogogia. If you google that and read about it, that describes a lot of what I experience…
But the thing is, I’m not sure. Because, see, it happens so often, and from what I read about Hypnogogia, it’s not all that commonplace. What’s happening to me is happening about 2 times a week.
Is there anyone who’s had similiar experiences or someone who knows about these things that can shed some light on what’s going on with me? Maybe a doctor or someone who knows about Neurology?
Could it be Hypnogogia that’s just happening more than often in a subject? And, of course, too much of it happening is not dangerous in any way to a person, is it?
Anyway, anyone with ANY info on this would be much appreciated.