One week from today I am getting my knee(s) replaced. I am bone-on-bone in both knees. The plan was to do one now, one later, depending on how my primary care doctor felt about my heart, but he wants me to do both at once so Friday the surgeon and I will meet to discuss whether we have a new plan or if we are sticking with the left knee only.
My sister just had one of her knees done about three weeks ago and she is just getting ready to leave the rehab center and head home for outpatient physical therapy. She’s done pretty well so far, dealing more with depression from an inattentive family than anything, though she did run a fever they couldn’t pin down and had some odd bruising, but all in all her pain meds have worked well. But she is four states away and I have been unable to visit her and see what she is dealing with.
I expect to be out of work for a minimum of three months…that was the plan for doing one knee, I don’t know if that will change if we do both. That is a little bit longer time out on disability than I had heard from other people, but the surgeon said that is based on me being in a retail job that requires standing on my feet for hours on end, climbing ladders and lifting heavy boxes.
So I know this has to be done if I am to continue working for a living. I know it is going to hurt and be tough and in time I will be glad I went through it. I know it won’t do anything to ease the pain I have in my feet and ankles from bone spurs, but I’m hoping the break from being on my feet all the time will help. I know I am taking a huge financial hit with this, but it will be even worse if I have to do this all again in a year for a second knee…I’d rather endure extra pain to have it all be done. And next year, my daughter will have a newborn AND a toddler to contend with, and won’t be able to help out with my elderly mom (who very inconveniently ended up having a three-week hospital and nursing home stay NOW, and will be getting out just as I am going in (to possibly the same rehab center!) and will need extra attention from the family while I am unavailable. And then it is going to be dueling walkers and canes in this tiny house!
I’m looking for good thoughts and practical advice and reminders about things I should take care of/take with me/ take heed of before I go for broke on this. Tomorrow is a orientation at the hospital. The rehab center I may go to is good, but boring, and has crappy cell phone reception, which they are working on, but that is almost a deal-killer for me…I really rely on texting! They do have wifi, but that doesn’t help when I just need to give my daughter a quick list of things to bring me!
Plus…I’m scared. I’ve done gastric bypass surgery, and did fine with that, except for the almost dying bit afters when my blood pressure went out of control for a while. I don’t want to know much about the actual procedure…some things I’d like to stay innocent about, like bone saws… I’m just nervous. And this is all happening so fast, an with my mom now so fragile…sigh. No wonder I can’t sleep. So much to do to get the house ready. Sorry this is so long…so…cheer me up?