Are you the universe?

The conservation of matter is physics, and your question is meta-physics. Your inability to see that these are separate is part of why you keep torturing yourself with nonsense worries.

How will the turtle carrying the elephants swim through the void without its fluke?

Except that nothing we do matters, that’s pretty much the first rule of existence.

And this is more about you being the universe which even by physics laws isn’t true. You are just a piece of a great whole, made up of smaller pieces

I am a fish of the sky!
A cloud of the sea!
Blue is to fish,
As sky is to me.

-Steve Martin

Just like everything else.

Machin Shin, Solopsism and navel gazing never get one too far. IMHO.

To be honest neither did anything else.

From whom did you hear “I am the universe”?

I can’t be the Universe. As evidence, my watch lacks both an æon hand and a millennium hand. Actually, it lacks a minute hand, too, but I used to have one with one of those.

Any number of spiritualities/ meditation centers.

What about shrimp?

In other words, “they.” I win!

And my prize is the awareness of my own personal universe, the one I carry inside me and that is made manifest outside me.

I am become They, the destroyer of equanimity.

Any in particular?

It should show you how little attention anybody here pays to your words from the fact that nobody has commented that Level 4 and Level 5 are identical.

Buggerit.

Buddhist, perhaps?

What duck?

Buddhist and Hindu meditative practices both teach that superconscious states can be reached in extremely deep meditation. In such states dualities (matter/energy, sentient/insentient and any number of others, including time) disappear leaving the meditator experiencing himself as a timeless infinity. Maybe that’s what you heard. But such a sublimation of perception only arises in super-deep states of meditation.

Take heart in the bedeepening gloom
That your dog is finally getting enough cheese.

Or if you drop acid.

And whether you can hear it or not, the Universe is laughing behind your back.