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I’m intrigued now. I had a really bad speech problem as a child, which Wikipedia tells me is rhotacism (inability to pronounce the “r” sound). I had several years of speech therapy early on, but insurance/my school stopped paying for it before the problem was fully solved. All through late elementary school and middle school it remained an obvious problem. Then, in high school, the problem apparently faded away mostly on it’s own. By the time I started college, it was essentially gone to the point where several friends swore to me they couldn’t hear any abnormalities (other than a horrendous Philadelphia accent, but that’s another story).
Anyway, the odd thing (and the root of my question) is that I still can here a trace of the aforementioned problem. I’m always incredibly self-conscious about speaking in public and that’s part of it, because I’m sure that while people can understand me, there’s an obvious flaw to my speech.
Is that just me being crazy? Or is it an acknowledged phenomenon? Is it likely that I just learned early on to be very critical of my own speech and thus am sort of hypersensitive to it? I don’t really remember any of the therapy I went through, but I have no doubt that “listen to your own voice” was a big part of it.
Additionally, I don’t recall making any conscious effort in my teenage years to further reduce the problem, so I’m sort of baffled as to how it disappeared on its own. But that was when I first started studying a second language (Spanish) - would that be related?
Sorry for the length, and by no means bother yourself looking things up if you don’t know the answers. I have a good friend who’s working on her master’s in linguistics and speech therapy, and I love to bug her about this stuff, as I find it fascinating, but she’s always too busy with her actual work.
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Hmm. Well, disclaimer: I’m not a speech pathologist, and I’m in no way qualified to give clinical advice, analysis, or conduct evaluations. Opinions given are strictly that, and concerns should be brought up with a licensed clinician.
whew now that that’s done. Offhand, it seems as if there are a few possibilities. Keeping in mind that /r/ tends to be the last sound kids acquire, and that some people just never end up acquiring it naturally, two ideas spring to mind: one is that as you went through puberty and beyond your palatte grew (which they tend to do), and whatever was inhibiting your production got resolved through the change in palatte dimensions. Another possibility is that you aren’t actually saying an /r/, but rather you’re substituting something clever that sounds very close to an /r/.
Otherwise though, I’d poke your speech pathologist friend until she gives you an answer. As a pure linguist I only pick up tantalizing hints of clinical know-how, but I’ll bet she can quote you a few similiar cases right off the top of her head.