I hold no thought that the Bible is God’s literal word, I have said that before, so let me take a stab at this one…
It’s not hard to discuss as much as it hard to explain, at least on a message board. Probably be easier in person, but in any case…
When I was young I was taught the Catholic way of life. As I got older I began to think that all those rules and ceremonies were silly. I mean, what would an all-loving, all-seeing, all-powerful God need me to bow and worship him for? He has everything, what need He of that? And then why spend all that time in the OT talking to people, trying to get them to see the light, only to stop suddenly for the past 2000+ years? And I couldn’t buy that God wouldn’t want woman to hold positions of authority in His church, seemed un-Godly to me. To add insult to injury in my 7th grade year I learned about the Crusades, and don’t even get me started on children with cancer!
Needless to say the whole God thing just wasn’t doing it for me, it didn’t make sense. But here is the thing, no matter what I thought of the “establishment” I could never lose the feeling of praying and feeling someone listening to me. Of feeling part of something so much larger than myself. I look at a sunrise and I “feel” God, not the world turning. I see joy, happiness, love, and see God, not complex chemical reactions.
Is it silly? Probably. I’m a grown, thinking adult and I know my belief is irrational, but trying to deny my belief would be even more irrational to me. I can’t pretend I don’t believe, I just can’t. I believe, plain and simple, and this is crucial and what Badchad and others don’t get, I don’t just believe it, I know it… to my soul. So when you call my belief stupid, you are calling me stupid because you cant seperate the idea from the person in something like this. I don’t mind debating God and Atheism, it’s due to debate that I discarded the trappings of established religion, but don’t insult and don’t belittle.
FWIW I also believe in evolution, not creationism. Science, not magic. I don’t think we were created, as much as “raised” above others.