I can only speak for myself, but - if I were financially literate, I would be in a completely different line of work. I am a musician/actor/writer because that’s what I’m good at, not because of the financial rewards.
I accept gigs for a combination of three reasons - 1) The artistic merit of the project. 2) The potential for the project to lead to other projects. 3) The remuneration. Ideally, every gig will have a bit of each, but the third is the least important. I have done shows like ‘Les Misérables’, where the remuneration was good. I have done shows where the remuneration was minimal, but it was a good thing to have on the resume. I’ve done shows that held no interest but for the money, which I needed at the time. Those were awful.
And in the 41 years of my career, I’ve watched work and money dry up, venues close, recordings become worthless… I retired for a while, but I only lasted 8 months - I missed the stage, I missed singing, I missed my colleagues, I missed working in other languages, and my family was sick to death of seeing me every day. So, I went back.
It’s not just that my chosen career is not financially rewarding, though - I have never been good with money. I don’t know where that comes from. It’s not from my family - my father was good with his money, my mum was very good with her money. I’ve never appreciated money for anything other than the stuff it can buy.
It is perhaps an aspect of my (undiagnosed) ADHD, OCD, or whatever other initials ought to be applied to me. I’ve never been to a shrink, but in conversations with my oldest, I display many of the symptoms that he talks to his therapist about. I’m able to function with whatever’s going on with me, and I suspect some of my creativity is wrapped up in it, so I wouldn’t want to get rid of it even if they found it.
So now, add in that finance is a game that I’m not good at, don’t enjoy, and yet, I’m forced to play it anyway because society or something. It’s very much like team sports in Phys. Ed. in school - it’s hard to enjoy something you’re not good at in the first place. Throw in the mockery from people who are good at it, and one isn’t very motivated to improve. Then top it off with it being compulsory, and you have a good formula for developing a severe aversion.
And that’s how it is with me and finance. I never seem to have enough money, I only enjoy it for the things it will buy, the system is biased towards the people selling stuff who do want to make money, and I just don’t have the interest to go through the math and answer the question ‘Is a bag of 12 apples a better deal than the single apples sold by weight?’ I don’t know, and I don’t care. I’m standing in a store that underpays its workers, has automatic check out machines, buys in bulk, and that over-charged us for bread for a decade - I know they’ve figured out how to rip me off no matter what I do!
It isn’t even an aversion to math - I did very well at geometry, and the mathematics in learning Karnatak percussion techniques are something I work through happily. (How many measures will it take to resolve groups of 5 in a subdivision of 3 in a time signature of 7?) But start talking about the advantages of the 3 year lease at some amount vs. the 2 year lease at a different amount, and I’m done.