Then I hit ‘submit’ and felt remorse. Stupid buttons.
Look, there are places that can help you avoid cold showers and you’ve spent your entire working life paying for them. Now that you’re not working, take advantage of what you’ve been paying for all these years. Seriously. You’ve earned it.
{dickweed mode}
If you are so strapped for cash, why are you even posting on a message board? Why do you have money for the internet, but not for electricity?
{/dickweed mode}
I thought I’d be able to string them along for another month, while I finally got my rent caught up, after being 4 months behind as of about 6 months ago. I no longer have to duck behind the couch when the landlord rings the doorbell. So I was so close to being totally caught up on my rent that I just gave over my entire last paycheck to my landlord, just to feel the relief*
You might want to see if anyone at work can lend you a hurricane lamp or Coleman lantern (vastly superior to candles/battery lanterns) and a camp stove. These items are reasonably safe to use indoors and would improve your quality of life a lot.
I’d get a bunch of candles and one good flashlight and then storm the library. I used to read by candle-light and for some reason it set a really good mood for me (it probably wasn’t good for my eyes however). Of course you have to be careful.