One that surprised me by how much it affected me: John Peel
Between his championing of new music (genuinely new music, not this studio-spewed pablum you usually get; people would send him their EPs and tapes directly) and his other radio work he was a real presence on the airwaves. I used to lie in bed on a Sunday morning and listen to Home Truths on Radio 4. It was a real blow when he died suddenly of a heart attack, and I was moved to tears by the report of his funeral at which the crowd of over a thousand spontaneously broke into “You’ll Never Walk Alone” at the end of it.
Mostly they don’t upset me at all. But I was a little saddened when Dr. Seuss and Charles Shultz died. I think I was grieving for my youth as much as anything.
Layne Staley. I was a huge AiC fan, always hoping he’d get his shit together so they could put out more music. To find out that he was dead in his apartment for days before anyone even found him was just awful. Plus, he died on my birthday.
To me, George Harrison’s death eclipsed John Lennon’s, because George Harrison died such a mundane death. An old man’s death. And that’s why it floored me - how could the Beatles ever grow old?
The passing of Walter Cronkite, Johnny Carson, Steve Jobs, and Neal Armstrong all shook me hard, too. They were all such iconic people. (And the thought of living in a world where no living person has ever walked on the moon horrifies me, and that day’s not to far off.)
I was shocked at this but like others, it wasn’t personal because I didn’t know him. But the thought of no more of his books was sad. (Same for Douglas Adams.)
The cast of B5 also touches me as that’s one of my favorite shows.
Lis Sladen as I like Dr Who. (Most of the Dr Who people who have died.)
I also thought that Brittany Murphy’s was sad as she was just coming into her own. Same for Heath Ledger. Again, like Crichton, it’s more that I miss what they would have done that I could see.
I think the one that shocked me most was Christopher Reeve. I kept hearing how well his recovery was going, that I expected him to walk again. And then he was gone.