[note: not proofread, not previewed; looking at another very long work day today; I’ve spent more time commuting that sleeping in the last 48 hours.]
Scylla, why didn’t you open this in the Pit, if this was simply going to be a personal hissy fit?
Maybe it is more personal than I imagined. Okay, you wanna get personal?
Consider: as a gay man, who grew up as a gay child, I have a lifelong sense of the conservative agenda as a very real negative force against which I must constantly struggle just to avoid thoughts of suicide.
Consider: all the work I’ve ever done (volunteer and professional) with or on behalf of street youth, the environment, or the arts, has been against the constant negative thrust of the conservative agenda. I see people that I’ve come to know and care about be cast aside and injuriously ignored and simply left behind by conservative policies. I see REAL suffering and lives of defeat and despair, and then I hear conservatives saying that this is for their own good, all the while knowing that the only ones who benefit from their policies are the rich and powerful. The conservative version of the helping hand comes to seem like, “You want some of what the rich and the powerful get? Easy as pie: just become rich and powerful!”
I see Clarence Thomas, who owes a debt to affirmative action, fighting to take it away from those who follow him.
I hear conservative politicians talk about how opening up things like pollution control to the market will be the best solution: the pressure of the marketplace will lead polluters to clean up their act! That’s not the deepest bullshit? Even if the politicians spouting that crap believe it, they KNOW that the industrial fat cats whose money put them in power are gonna turn right around and squirt whatever crap they can through the nearest loophole.
All this stuff leaves me with the opinion that the ultimate* symbol* of conservatism in America is The Loophole. “Find me away to get more than my share, but make it look like an accident. Write me a speech on personal responsibility while I swallow a big check from one polluter and subsidize another.”
And yes, this is all opinion; none of my conclusions as to the intentions of conservatives are facts, and that’s really what I’m, um, sharing with you here, and in the thread that sparked this one: my opinions as to the real agenda behind the Conservative Agenda.
I never said it was fact; I inserted, into almost every sentence I wrote, awkward phrases like “it seems to me” and “so goes my thinking” and “in my opinion” to make it clear that I understood that I was entirely in the realm of opinion.
And so I will NOT accept your challenge to PROVE to you the TRUTH of my opinions, because I never claimed it in the first place. After all, you read the same newspapers I do, and you have reached different conclusions. I understand that, I just don’t understand those conclusions.
I have tried to make it clear from the beginning—my first post in the previous thread—that I wasn’t talking about you; I was talking about my conclusions and my opinions. I’m happy to enlighten you as to the thought process by which I have reached those opinions—the most one can do; one can’t really defend opinions—but I will not attempt to prove them to you; nor is your childish insistence that I do so proof that I am wrong. I have very carefully framed the discussion from the beginning—taking full responsibility for my own opinions, and not stating them as fact—in such a way that proof simply doesn’t come into it.
Please note that I even acknowledged that my inability to grasp your position might be due an “emotional immaturity” of my own. I didn’t write that entirely facetiously; my point was that I’m fully to accept that this whole thing is about me and my understanding of the issues. I’m more than happy to continue this on that level, but not on your “there but for the Eff word goes a Pit thread” terms.