I’m still not wearing masks, no vax, and not a single person has accused me of getting them sick.
I have not understood the mentality of those who follow all covid protocols this late in the debacle, but this message board is shedding some light on that. you guys havent attacked me for my stance, and you seem to truly believe in the things you are saying. so I’ll keep reading and see how this all unfolds.
it’s hard to know what to believe when everyone has a different, compelling (most of the time) opinion, and when I’m no doctor, or expert in much of anything. so far things are going well, the way I’ve approached it, fortunately. I was concerned about getting the elderly sick but I was also tired of being afraid to touch anything or see anyone. this risk I took, snowballed into seeing that literally nothing bad happened when I took my life back. it’s been more than 2 years now. until I see evidence in my metropolitan area that I should do more than basic, thorough hygiene practices, I’m not going to go through that paranoia again, where everything felt hopelessly tainted and unsafe.
I admit I have glared at people in masks because I’m so tired of this perpetuation of what I think is a lie. I feel ashamed that I glared. I don’t think common people are the enemy. someone is deceived, whether it’s those who believe in the mainstream covid narrative, or those who do not, and so I shouldnt blame random people on the street for what’s happening.
what’s underneath my glare, is that i cannot easily/directly fight what I truly feel is the enemy, so it’s easier to take out some of my bitter energy on those who wear masks. I am sorry that I’ve come to that. I used to say, “people aren’t your problem; they are your purpose.” I need to get back to that. I’ve lost sight of what we are actually fighting here, and I’ve lacked love for the strangers in masks. so sorry.
being in your company shows me I need to stop the us-vs-them mentality, stop dividing between mask-vs-no mask, and look upon each person as someone to care about. for we do not fight against flesh and blood, but unseen forces of darkness.
each person, even if they choose evil, is still alive for a purpose, and I need to get back to the Jesus mentality instead of resenting my brothers and sisters. I’m sorry that I grew to resent. I fell for the temptation to blame others. it will take time to undo my bitterness, but that is my new goal. thanks for helping with that.