Good heavens. I couldn’t be more remiss than to leave such an impression. Either my expository skills are greatly lacking (which I willingly concede) or else your inference is born of an abridgement taken from this isolated context of a particular small attribute set with respect to my beliefs. Whichever, I’m glad you make the points you do so I can set the record straight.
I am describing here merely my subjective experience with God, and I gladly concede that your experience will be different. You cannot experience my consciousness, nor I yours. Each is a closed frame of reference with respect to the other. It is a given, as far as I’m concerned, that the One And The Same God will manifest to every person differently. Love is one among the many attributes of God, the one that matters most to me because it serves as a reasonable basis for all His other attributes: Goodness, Tolerance, Forgiveness, and the like. I do not believe that Love precludes anger, for example, but I do believe that it precludes hate.
I have no interest in any pissing contest. I don’t contend that my God is better than yours. And perhaps most importantly, I do not believe that you need experience God in the same way I do in order to validate your own ablatively separate experience. But what I do believe is that when we all see Him fully, we will all realize that, all along, He was the same Love Whom we all adored. You call Him Yahweh; I call Him Love. These labels will be meaningless when we go home.
In fact, I believe that it is possible that a person may deny the very existence of God, based on his own personal experience, and yet recognize Him upon beginning his new Life. That’s why I say that Gaudere, an avowed atheist, is in heaven. She has a loving heart, and despite her lack of faith in Him, she will recognize Him once she sees Him as That Which has lived in her heart all along.
For me, it all comes down to this. When we take on our new Life, unencumbered by the amoral material context of this trivial universe, we will all encounter a Perfectly Loving Being. There will be those of us who run to Him, recognizing whatever we called whatever we treasured our whole lives. And there will be those who run away, terrified of what they always feared, the one Entity that is a Threat to their worship of evil, hate, and murder. He will not judge us; we will judge ourselves. Death is merely the decision we make to turn away from the Giver of Life. It is not the end of our existence, but merely the end of our charade. We will go on with that which we have freely chosen: His absence.
I hope that clears things up. I do not believe that a person must voice a belief that Jesus is God. I am confident enough that, upon seeing Him, they will not begrudge His Godness, but rather, will rejoice just as Love rejoices in Love. The reason I have chosen Jesus as my “spokesperson”, so to speak, is that I find His comprehension and explanation to be so incredibly clear. Toward the judgement I just described, He says, “Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that his deeds will be exposed. But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what he has done has been done through God.”
That’s how I see it too. Whether they’ve called Him Yahweh, the Goddess Hafta, Allah, or the Great Nothing is irrelevant. What is revelant is whether they will accept His Love whenever they finally see it.