I don't care what it gets on the street. Oxycontin SUCKS!

Damn, sorry to hear of your loss, Peach. An aquaintance of mine (my BiL’s lifelong friend) went that way from Xanax and alcohol two months ago. It really does make you angry.

Also, I agree with you about the doctor thing. If you can’t find a doctor you’re comfortable talking to about these things, get a different doctor. Mine is a very nice woman, a little young, but a great doctor. I may be just about the shyest person in the world IRL, but I was able to have an interesting discussion with her about doctors who overprescribe benzodiazepines and pain meds and their motivations for doing so.

The point is, I’d have to convince my doctor that I’m not some zany opium addict, i just have a bad back. And I doubt she’s going to believe me since I went through three refills in a month a year ago. I just want to have some ON HAND for when I’m in the car for more than an hour and I’m left crippled.

It was my experience with OC that taking it on an empty stomach caused tremendous discomfort (and that may be to soft a term). If I made sure to eat before ingesting I rarely had those problems. It was a tough drug to come off of, but can be done with Perco’s. I just took a steadily declining dose over about 10 days and that alleviated a lot of the withdrawal symptoms. Count me among those who “enjoyed” this drug a little too much.

YMMV

I was absolutely wrong - I withdraw all comments about Valium and drug reps. Sorry for any confusion.

Back to the benzo hijack…

Yes, they’re overprescribed. However, legitimate, chronic anxiety is under-treated. BuSpar® is a nice start toward non-addictive anxiolytics, but it ain’t perfect (e.g., takes 2 to 3 weeks to start working - that’s not much comfort to someone so anxious they’re about to jump off the balcony). And many studies I’ve read online indicate that once you’ve been treated for anxiety with benzos, subsequent treatment with BuSpar will be far less effective.

Much of the anti-benzo hysteria comes from a certain site in the U.K. However, a more balanced perspective can be found on many other sites, and though I can’t find it right now (I’m trying believe me), the WHO set up a committee to study the use and abuse of benzos. Their conclusion, IIRC, was that prescribing should be done more selectively, but that overall, they’re safe and effective drugs for the treatment of many conditions, including generalized anxiety, panic disorder, petit mal seizure, restless leg syndrome, and so on. (I’ll try to find the paper later.)

My personal opinion is that short-acting benzos (in particular Xanax®) should be prescribed much less. The problem with these ones is that they come on quickly - so you feel the rush of “everything is just peachy wonderful” come over you - but then they wear off abruptly a few hours later, so you feel yourself “come down,” as it were. Of course you want something that works fast in a panic situation, but prophylaxis for panic disorder with a long-acting benzo seems to me a much better solution.

For instance, I take clonazepam (Klonopin®, Rivotril®), 0.5 mg p.o. b.i.d. It takes about an hour to kick in, and gradually at that. The anxiolytic properties last 8 to 10 hours, then it wears off slowly, so I don’t suddenly “come down.” (In fact, I don’t feel much of a difference.) I haven’t increased my dosage for as long as I’ve been on it. I know what the alternative is, and I don’t want to go there.

Xanax® should be banned, IMO. It’s the crack of benzodiazepines. Until they can refine non-benzo, non-addictive anxiolytics (BuSpar® just doesn’t cut it for many), there’s not much alternative in terms of medication. (I’m strictly talking meds here, not discounting other methods such as deep breathing and yoga and therapy, etc.)

I guess my post about preferring the benzos to opiates was taken the wrong way, like I take them for laughs & giggles. Sorry about that.

Thanks, everyone, for all your input. It’s good to know I’m not the only one that says “People get high on this shit?”
I’m going back to the doctor next week (a great doctor is a precious find - I can talk to this guy about anything!), and I’m just going to get back on plain old hydrocodone again. He’s very understanding about chronic pain and always gives me enough to get through even the worst days, so I think I’ll quit worrying about my perfectly functioning liver and stick with what works. After all. I’ve been on this stuff at the same dosage for 10 years, so there’s no issue with tolerance.
I hope everyone else here with chronic pain can find a sympathetic and enlightened doctor.