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You’d be the first Christian that I’ve ever met or heard of that didn’t fear God.
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Why in the world would I fear God?
My love for my fellow man is proof of God in me. That I can put aside my own wants and love my neighbor, not because I fear punishment, but because it is the first thing that comes to mind, is proof of God in me. Why would I fear God when it is my nature to be like Him?
Sure, I’m going to fail at this. I have “failed” at it yesterday, I “failed” at it today, and I am likely to “fail” at it tomorrow. But God isn’t standing over me with a candy held just out of my reach and watching me jump for it in a futile effort like someone does with a cat and a piece of yarn.
God teaches me to swim by telling me to swim to Him, and, when I get close, He moves further back- showing me that I can do what He believes I can do. I trust Him- He won’t let me drown. I am not judged by whether or not I “reached” God- it’s not subjective. I am judged by whether or not I tried to- by how hard I swam.
One day, I will give an accounting before God. I don’t fear that day- I don’t have to justify myself to God. On that day, I will show God what I’ve done: that I loved my neighbor as myself; that I welcomed the stranger, fed the hungry, loved the sinner, comforted the sick. And those things aren’t just my gift to Him, they’re what I would have done anyway, because God does not make me do things for Him- I feel love for my fellow beings and that proves to me that God exists.
So if God were to come before me one day, powerless and alone? I would treat him as I would anyone else- with compassion. Because, one day I am going to go before God, powerless and alone. And every day I spend alive, I treat those around me as I would like God to treat me. The chance to actually DO that wouldn’t be much different.
My love for God is unconditional. I don’t feel it because I want something He can give me, or because I fear something He might do to me. I feel it because it is a reflection of the Divine in me. It is, and that is enough.
I hope that makes sense to you. It does to me.