And you think I haven’t? Karma isn’t as abstract and ethereal a concept as you might imagine, the men who did those things to me are very likely dead, or in prison (which is, so far as I’m concerned, six of one, half a dozen of the other). But not at my hand. Not my karma.
Averted? Do you advertise yourself? “Stay away from me, I’m armed and dangerous?” What kind of attention, do you suppose, that attracts? What kind of people are alert to those “vibes” (if you’ll forgive an arcane, but quite useful, bit of hippy argot…)? Perhaps you have “averted” unpleasant consequences, on the other hand, how many pleasant, even joyous, consequences have you “averted”?
Do you like peaceful people, the kind who will instinctively shy away from a violent person? I do, very much, salt of the earth, far as I’m concerned. What are you really paying for your “safety”, and how much safer do you think you are?
Of course it does. But the price is too high. I have had people dislike me (no, really!), I’ve had them detest me. Water off a ducks back. On very rare occassions, I’ve had people be afraid of me. Never again, if I can help it. In the words of Olaf, glad and big, there is some shit I will not eat.
Well, podnuh, if this town ain’t big enough for both of us, we’ll just have to find a bigger town.