Myspace and Facebook are very interesting things. In general I stay away from that type of sociolizing, but it’s good to see what people are up to. In a not so recent visit to Colorado to see family and just vacation I saw a girl who looked exactly like my high school crush. But I was too scared to go over and talk to her, and I figured what would be the chance that I run into her in Colorado of all places anyway (both of us were Boston-area residents).
But man oh man did I have a heavy crush on this girl. It was the super emo, loser-guy thing for the pretty girl who he made laugh, while she made him smile. I think there were about two awkward dates, but thanks to having no enthusiasm and no sparks it never turned into anything. I missed her so much, and that was a terrible summer where I felt us moving apart socially.
In college, all I had were pictures. Good days, days like spring flowers, and that feeling of the warmth of a pillow laying in the sun. Days like old, riding bikes, and skinned knees. Oh how I missed her. But, just pictures.
When I got back from Colorado, after years of trying to move on, grow up post-college and start other sorts of life, I decided that there would be no harm in looking her up on Myspace. And there she was, in Colorado! It was her after all.
I had my second chance, to at least say hello, try to reconnect, maybe spend some time with her, but I passed up the chance because I was too damn chicken.
Myspace said she was studying at the Colorado Technical University.
Oh, and also a lesbian.
Myspace and Facebook, very interesting things.
:eek:
(If it seemed like an overly sappy and dramatic post, it’s because it was.)