Hm. It’s interesting that you equate originality with disobedience. I think of it in a very different way. In fact, here’s my personal meditation on the subject. Sorry, it’s a little long. I wrote this awhile back, and I’ve edited it a bit for this thread. Please note that this is entirely my own opinion and thought (that is, it ain’t official doctrine), and I was started off by Hugh Nibley, a respected Church scholar. You may like to look through his book Approaching Zion.
Hugh Nibley brought up an example from classical music. Beethoven, Bach, and Brahms were all masters of their art; you could say that they were the most perfect musicians of their respective generations. They each took music in completely new and unthought of directions. The more mediocre composers, however, all sound quite similar and are very alike. The more talented the musician, the more unique his music.
This is only a specific example of something we all know; the true masters of any craft are usually those who not only become most proficient in known techniques, but also contribute something new to their art.
For me, this leads to two conclusions: first, the more righteous and perfected in Christ we become, the more uniquely, completely ourselves we will be. There will be more variety in the kingdom of God than anywhere else on earth. Second, the natural tribal impulse all people have to want to be the same and to make others be like them, is not only an instinct of ‘the natural man,’ but can be called Satanic.
We so often want to be ourselves; to dictate our own actions, think that we are taking the road less traveled by, and being different from the others. And yet, in doing this, we are often acting just like many people have before us. We are not really very original in ourselves. But, when we give ourselves to Christ, and let Him help us develop our talents and character, we can become more than we expected. I think that if we put trust in Him, we can grow more, develop in more directions, and become more unique than we could ever do on our own. The more perfected our community of Saints becomes, the more diverse it will be; everyone could be branching off in different directions of truth and beauty, while being alike in righteousness and love. Thus, anyone who wants to ‘find himself’ needs to give himself to Christ first. You only have to look around to see that Heavenly Father appreciates variety far more than we do. He did not create only one kind of tree or insect. There are countless varieties of life, each suited to its own purpose.
We ordinary humans, however, often seem to want to make everyone and everything the same. We prefer to grow one or two kinds of grain out of the thousands that exist. We like to be with people who are like ourselves, and have to work to overcome our fear of the different. We sometimes think that our way, whatever it may be, is the right one, and someone who is not like ourselves couldn’t really be as good a Saint as we are. We need to remember that variety exists because it is beautiful and useful, and because Heavenly Father likes it that way.