My story is nothing different from what millions have going on, nonetheless as I’ve gotten older, I’ve found that managing my weight has gotten harder and harder each year. In my 30s, if I picked up a few pounds during the holidays, I could drop that back with ease by early spring. Not any more.
Last few years in particular have been an unpleasant ride strapped on to a yoyo. Hernia surgery slowed me down, added a few pounds that I never fully lost. The lockdown came and with it a bunch of takeout food to support our favorite restaurants, same story. Last year was my wife’s cancer and all the disruptions that brings.
The net of all of this is that with concentration and diligence, I can track my calories, cut carbs, plan exercise and lose a little, but the killer is the unexpected disruption to routine that wipes all that progress out. And the entire time I am being “good”, I am hungry literally all the time. I recently learned of the concept of food noise, the constant thoughts about the next snack or meal that are super difficult to put aside. Food noise is my life when I’m on a diet.
So in the parlance of AA, I recently surrendered to a higher power. No, not god, but Eli Lilly. I got a prescription for Zepbound. And I gotta tell you, even just a few weeks into it, I can’t believe it. The food noise is gone. Eating a big portion because I waited to eat until I was too hungry, gone. Snacking through the day, gone. I actually have to plan the other way around to make sure I get enough protein and calories so I don’t run too much of a deficit.
It’s the strangest feeling. I love my salty, crunchy carbs more than just about anyone on the planet and have done low carb diets with extreme difficulty. But now it’s like a switch has been flipped. I might eat a cracker or chip or two, but that’s it. No interest in anything more. And I haven’t had a drink in like three weeks. Not because I consciously cut back, it just doesn’t hold any interest for me now.
My wife thinks I’ve been kidnapped and replaced by an alien.