My tears

I just pissed myself, and I’m not sure why.

We’ve been watching “Annie” - it was my wife’s favorite movie as a kid. It made me have tears when Annie found some boys abusing a dog and she stood up to them and beat up two of the boys. I also had tears when Annie was chosen to live with the rich guy for a week and said that she’s not coming unless the dog can come too because the woman in charge of the orphanage said that the dog would go to the sausage factory. BTW the rich guy told his secretary that he just wants money and power… later in the movie he said that he wants someone to share it with. The secretary encouraged the rich guy to adopt Annie and he said that if it means that much to her he’ll sign the papers himself. i.e. he’s more concerned about keeping his secretary happy than necessarily wanting to adopt.

I went to my sisters’ church and the pastor talked about “sowing”… he said that you get financial harvest that is proportional to the seed donation. Later on I was talking to a sister saying that I don’t think the Bible said that. She got me to read Malachi 3:6-12 about withholding tithes leading to blessings being withheld. I said that the blessings are necessarily financial. We debated other passages a lot. Anyway I got my sister annoyed and my wife said that I was being argumentative so I stopped. A little while later I said thanks to my sister for telling me about that passage because I hadn’t heard about it before. Then I had a lot of tears and my eyes were getting irritated. I didn’t want red eyes so instead of rubbing them with my hands I dabbed them with my T-shirt…