DSeid:
Why, thank you 
Skills I learned from my colleague Laura Ziegler. Instead of raving and rambling about “reality is whatever you conceive it to be, and your sanity, which you advocate forcing us to conform to, may be lunacy to us”, as I was often doing, or ranting and wailing about “nazi jackbooted needle-weilding soul-stealing brain vampires from hell”, as others in our little anti-psychiatric activist contingent were doing, she went into every confrontation speaking icy cold, reciting facts and laying out premises and conclusions in the most linear and logical way possible.
It is a form of pre-emptive self-defense against being cast as a nut.
Not everyone with a headful of unusual thoughts can do it. Consider ciclidiot’s brother. Like me, he has a diagnosis of schizophrenia. Is he capable of incorporating the following observations into his world-view? -:
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cichlidiot, and perhaps nearly everyone else as it turns out, doesn’t see the teenagers prowling around the cars. This may be one of many things that cichlidiot doesn’t see that “I” (cichlidiot’s brother) perceive. So at any rate, there are things that “I” see that cichlidiot (and other people in general) don’t see.
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cichlidiot and other people who don’t see things as “I” do may either get upset or come to regard me as someone who isn’t OK in the head when “I” try to draw their attention to things that aren’t real for them. Particularly so if “I” get upset that they don’t see them and don’t understand why this is important!
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As upsetting as it is to “me” when other people don’t see/understand something that is important and worrisome to me, it ends up being more upsetting if “I” press the issue and get them all concerned. So I need to recognize these situations when they occur and make light of them and back off from the topic.
I know one schizophrenic who stays mainstream and doesn’t see shrinks, who relies on this kind of thing with regards to voices and auras.
The hardest thing for most of you on the other side of things to acknowledge is that these things may be real. Not just real “to us” in the sense that your four year old nephew’s invisible friend is real, but real in a way that would actually make sense to you if you fully understood.
Not always, of course – sometimes it’s as meaningless as radio static. I can remember sitting in a dorm room carefully tipping cigarette ashes from the tip of my lit cigarette onto growing ashpiles that sat on top of an array of Lincoln pennies, which were the “J C Pennies” because they were helping me conjure and concentrate the bending of events around my will in my endeavor to fulfill prophecy concerning the second coming of Jesus Christ – the “J C” of the “J C Pennies”, you see!? And this fulfillment revolved most centrally on my bearing of God’s message to the people, a new covenant for our time, an explanation that would shed further light on what had been said before and settle age-old conflicts pertaining to sex and sexuality, good and evil, and how to live. This message I had before me, scrawled in pen with arrows and diagrams, written on the back of xeroxed class assignments and syllabi. Oh yeah.
So from your vantage point on the other side, you would know, had you met me right then, whether these concerns and obsessions were in some fashion deserving of the attention I was giving them or were the product of delusional thinking?
The array of “J C Pennies” and the ashes? radio static, delusional stuff, nonsense.
The bending of events? ummm…I have reason to think most folks are not comfortable with the idea that I believe such things, I very seldom discuss that stuff with folks who neither drop LSD nor attain similar mental states through other means.
The writings on the back of the assignment papers? published, in part. Inspired an academic career that mired down. More than a double handful of SDMB posts also inspired by them, and a personal web site as well.
The second coming, the God’s modern message to the people thing? ummm…
I would cautiously suggest that insofar as this world is not, as of now, a sufficiently “changed” or “saved” world, it is probably premature to identify anyone as its savior. I would offer the postulate that God does not send or draft people, but rather instead takes volunteers, including those who volunteer to do whatever it takes to entirely fix the world and make it as it ought to be. As a side note, I would suggest that if Jesus of Nazareth had gotten kicked in the head by a random camel and died before his 6th birthday, sooner or later someone else would have gone to God and asked if they might serve…the failure of any individual messenger not constituting a permanent failure of the message being conveyed. Me, I have aspired to many things I turned out to be not particularly good at, but one’s reach should exceed one’s grasp.
I shall close by noting that I am aware of enough other people who utilize the concept of “God” to think I can get away with not treating “belief in God” as one of the ones I need to say “ummm” about and be wary of tossing around without lots of linear explanatory caution. But I can “do atheist”, too, developing new neutral terms and laying down some careful definitions before I posit experiences and belief systems that to the atheist runs the high risk of being constituted as “not in touch with reality and therefore to be dismissed”. It’s the same process.