# Scare Me **URL:** \ **Category:** Miscellaneous and Personal Stuff I Must Share\ **Created:** [October 18, 2006, 5:01am UTC](https://boards.straightdope.com/t/scare-me/376893 "2006-10-18T05:01:45Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 9\ **Page:** 2
**Author:** ![DocCathode](https://sea3.discourse-cdn.com/straightdope/user_avatar/boards.straightdope.com/doccathode/32/18773_2.png) [@DocCathode](https://boards.straightdope.com/u/DocCathode)\ **Post date:** [October 18, 2006, 10:19pm UTC](https://boards.straightdope.com/t/scare-me/376893/21 "2006-10-18T22:19:00Z")
That would be the a text file I found on this, my spare computer, when forced to stop using the laptop due to spyware. I was halfway through before the memories came back. It was my diary. I had erased nearly all the entries and blocked out the memories of my romance with Talia. Warning-The following may be disturbing I don’t know how I could have done what I did. I remember the sound of the motor, and the heat of it as I drove the screws into her flesh. I remember worrying, not about her, not that I would be caught, but worrying that the wood would split. I remember the ache in my elbows as I the hacksaw blade cut through her last of her finger joints. I remember the stink of gasoline. I remember the light and the heat. I remember the way extinguishing her with that hose reminded me of running through the sprinklers as a kid. I remember the sweet smell of her burnt flesh. I remember the ease with which bits pulled away from her body. Oh, how I remember the flavor of her! She was sweet, and salty, and spicy and so succulent. I remember worrying that I’d been too severe and that she was dead. But a vague moaning gurgle came from her ruined mouth. I remember making love to her one final time. I devoured her with kisses. Most of all, I remember the rapt, ecstatic expression from the instant I agreed to fulfill her birthday wish, until life finally left her. I remember the night she finally revealed her ultimate fantasy to me. I remember the look of terror in her eyes as she told me, fearful she’d be rejected again. I remember Talia’s joyous squeal when I said that I would do it. I remember the look of pure and perfect love she gave me as I drove in the first screw. I remember the pleasure with which she savored her fingers as I popped each amputated section into her mouth. I remember her mangled cries as I made love to her. “ughiEssss!” “Oh khOd iiiEsss!” and over and over again “Ihhh huLuhUfff hUuu!” I loved her too. ---
**Author:** ![Rigamarole](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/r/77aa72/32.png) [@Rigamarole](https://boards.straightdope.com/u/Rigamarole)\ **Post date:** [October 18, 2006, 10:19pm UTC](https://boards.straightdope.com/t/scare-me/376893/22 "2006-10-18T22:19:12Z")
[QUOTE=cmosdes] God, beyond any doubt, appears. Standing with Tom Cruise. [/QUOTE] And they are humping each other. ---
**Author:** ![Beadalin](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/b/3be4f8/32.png) [@Beadalin](https://boards.straightdope.com/u/Beadalin)\ **Post date:** [October 18, 2006, 10:24pm UTC](https://boards.straightdope.com/t/scare-me/376893/23 "2006-10-18T22:24:09Z")
Wow, **DocCathode** , I… really wish I hadn’t read that. ---
**Author:** ![DocCathode](https://sea3.discourse-cdn.com/straightdope/user_avatar/boards.straightdope.com/doccathode/32/18773_2.png) [@DocCathode](https://boards.straightdope.com/u/DocCathode)\ **Post date:** [October 18, 2006, 10:27pm UTC](https://boards.straightdope.com/t/scare-me/376893/24 "2006-10-18T22:27:22Z")
You think I should ask a mod to put a bigger warning on it? I know it is acceptable for the SDMB as I posted it once before in a “Most Disturbing Thing You Ever Read” thread. OTOH, if your nausea is mixed with horror, then my post was wholly apropriate for this thread. ---
**Author:** ![Beadalin](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/b/3be4f8/32.png) [@Beadalin](https://boards.straightdope.com/u/Beadalin)\ **Post date:** [October 18, 2006, 10:30pm UTC](https://boards.straightdope.com/t/scare-me/376893/25 "2006-10-18T22:30:22Z")
Yeah, maybe. Totally up to you, of course. My reaction is just disgust at the depravity of the human mind (including my own, for beign able to imagine everything so clearly). I need some brain bleach, is what I am saying. ---
**Author:** ![DocCathode](https://sea3.discourse-cdn.com/straightdope/user_avatar/boards.straightdope.com/doccathode/32/18773_2.png) [@DocCathode](https://boards.straightdope.com/u/DocCathode)\ **Post date:** [October 18, 2006, 10:34pm UTC](https://boards.straightdope.com/t/scare-me/376893/26 "2006-10-18T22:34:52Z")
I’ve reported my post and ask a mod to consider whether it needs a stronger disclaimer, or is right for this thread. In the meantime people, take that warning seriously. ---
**Author:** ![WhyNot](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/w/c77e96/32.png) [@WhyNot](https://boards.straightdope.com/u/WhyNot)\ **Post date:** [October 18, 2006, 10:35pm UTC](https://boards.straightdope.com/t/scare-me/376893/27 "2006-10-18T22:35:21Z")
[QUOTE=guppy] Not sure if this is scary or not, I found the link on BoingBoing. It’s definitely [creepy](http://ame2.asu.edu/projects/haunted/ISA%20index/book%20of%20the%20dead/book%20of%20the%20dead%20photos.htm) (warning pictures of dead victorian people, not gory just creepy). [/QUOTE] OK, pictures of dead babies: creepy. Pictures of dead babies, naked, arranged artfully with one arm reaching towards a reflecting pool of water: priceless. And creepy. And something else. ---
**Author:** ![Pixiesnix](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/p/898d66/32.png) [@Pixiesnix](https://boards.straightdope.com/u/Pixiesnix)\ **Post date:** [October 19, 2006, 3:23am UTC](https://boards.straightdope.com/t/scare-me/376893/28 "2006-10-19T03:23:20Z")
Dear **Napier** , **chowder** , **StGermain** , **cmosdes** , and **Rigamarole** …I said scare me, not kill me. Thanks for the links, everyone. I’ll check them out tonight. Hopefully I won’t need a change of pants. :backs slowly away from **DocCathode** : :eek: ---
**Author:** ![Audrey\_Levins](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/a/73ab20/32.png) [@Audrey\_Levins](https://boards.straightdope.com/u/Audrey_Levins)\ **Post date:** [October 19, 2006, 11:47am UTC](https://boards.straightdope.com/t/scare-me/376893/29 "2006-10-19T11:47:10Z")
Don’t want to hijack, but… **DocCathode,** I am assuming of course that “diary” is your pet name for “fiction…?” 😕 [Previous page](https://boards.straightdope.com/t/scare-me/376893.md?page=1)