The addiction is killing me.

Aw, yeah, I looked real awesome standing next to the gate at O’Hare puking into a trash can from fear going “I have to get on that airplane… I have to get on that airplane…” before a business trip. Felt really stupid because I had already been taking flight lessons two months - call myself a pilot and I couldn’t get on a nice, safe passenger jet? On take-off I was white-knuckling the armrests. The nice flight attendant came by “Ooo, you poor thing - is this your first time?” Soooooooooo embarassing… two days before I’d been doing touch ‘n’ goes off a grass strip in Wisconsin in an aircraft that, Og help me, really did have things held on with duct tape and now I was having a meltdown over a stodgy, reliable old Boeing. :smack:

I always loved flying until a Bad Thing happened to me on a flight between Detroit and Chicago - took me years to get over it. I got comfortable with myself on the controls in an ultralight and small planes about four years before I learned to relax on a passenger airline again.

You can stay afraid, or you can go forward despite being afraid. I wanted to get back to loving to fly. As an extra plus, I can really related to frightened passengers. I get the biggest kick out of taking someone all nervous and skittery up, showing them a really fun time, and when the flight’s over having them say “Do it again! Do it again!”

shakes head No, you see, that makes me even more impressed… I’m hugely admiring you right now.

In my experience, there are two classes of flight instructors - those working their way up the educational ladder into an airline job, and retired or second income earners - older pilots making a little on the side teaching on weekends, guys doing it part time to help pay through school, etc.

That puts the salary a bit more in perspective. After all, we don’t complain about the meager pay doctoral students get - we recognize that the pay is basically just enough to allow them to get by until they reach their doctorate. Same with flight instructors - The chief value the instructor is getting is not the money, but the valuable PIC time needed to find more sophisticated work.

I second that. I enjoy flying airplanes, but I love flying gliders. A club is the way to go if you’re willing to put in some work to save money. My club’s gliders rent for about $5/hour, definitely worth a few hours pushing gliders around on a Saturday afternoon.

Well, there’s a few commercial pilots on SDMB. However, the easiest thing for don’t ask might be an introductory instructional flight. I think Be A Pilot has certificates for a $50 first flight. See if you like it.

If money’s an issue, there’s the new Sport Pilot/Light Sport Aircraft which promises to be a less expensive way to fly recreationally in airplanes, powered parachutes, gliders, gyrocoptors, and trikes. Sorry, no helos Johnny L.A.

Hang in there man.