I, too, think the notion of a god is silly. It amazes me that an intelligent person could believe in the supernatural-- if only because it defies the laws of physics/thermodynamics/gravity/reason.
God is nothing more than man’s ego combined with childish fear. Ego, because ee refuse to believe that our existance is ended by death-- that we must somehow go on, and childish fear because the concept that there isn’t something ultimately “in charge” is frightening to some.
People like the concept of God because it’s easier than accepting life just as it is. The idea that their lives are part of some master plan is comfortng to those whose lives are miserable or meaningless. The idea that those who have done them wrong will ultimately be punished, if not in this life, in the next, is grimly satisfying. And, most importantly, the idea that a father-like god is “watching over” believers makes people happy.
I know all about religious faith. I went to Christian school for five years, and memebers of my family are religious. (Hell, even my husband has some lingering religious faith. It makes for interesting conversations, let me tell you!) I was even briefly converted, before reason cleared it away.
I have seen people who claim a personal relationship with God-- that He is intimately concerned with the dreary details of their lives. “I prayed about my carberator last night . . .” They ask God what to do, and then are convinced that the “feeling” they have is God conveying his decision to them. It amuses me, and reminds me of what King Henry VIII once said: “God and my conscience are perfectly agreed.”
I have also seen people who confuse crowd-induced hysteria with God’s presence or power. I once sat through a church service in which the attendees whipped themselves into a frenzy, convinced that they were speaking with God, and that He was causing their gyrations.
I have seen people convinced they witnessed “miracles” when medical science cures an illness (or they just get better on their own), or when simple coincidence seems too good to have happened by chance. I have heard breathless accounts of NDEs or plain old hallucinations touted as visions. I have seen incredibly broad statements taken as “prophecy” and triumphantly proclaimed true when events occur which seem to be in line with the prediction.
But I have seen nothing which suggests to a logical mind that a god exists.
To me, these things are obviously self-delusion. Though some would argue that it’s harmless and potentially comforting to believers, I see it as somewhat dangerous and a little sad. If all of the money, time and energy devoted to religious observance were put to good use, this world would be a much better place. THAT would be a miracle.