Brand-name 5mg Valium has most often been a little yellow pill, so I had kind of made it my head-canon for that role for a long time. But I never knew if the UK release was alike to the US product.
I may not remember what I did, but I do fondly remember what got me there. Blackouts erase the memory of what happened; the drugs would excite me just having got them in my possession, it was a lot like remembering your favorite Christmas gift (which I do not remember).