*No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.
Eleanor Roosevelt*
You made up your mind to get healthy, started exercising, and lost weight. CONGRATULATIONS!
Don’t let yourself be dragged down by some imaginary humiliation. Use this minor setback, and that’s all it is, to make yourself an even better person. Consider that the volunteers who manned the race have lives of their own to get back to and the roadways had only been closed temporarily. Drivers needed to get where they were going and deliveries still needed to be made. Life goes on.
A champion is someone who gets knocked down, picks themselves up, and finishes what they had intended to do. You are a Champion.
My current running route is 8K, so about 5 miles, so yes, I can totally do it.
But because I run with my dog we take frequent walk breaks so she can smell things, pee on things, have a dump, walk the pickup bag to the nearest garbage can, stare at a squirrel, etc.
Consider that before I started running in 2009 I couldn’t even run to catch a bus.
What doorhinge said. From what you told us, you did nothing wrong. You just had an unprepared organization running your first event. You sound like you’re in much better shape than I am, and it’s through your hard work. Congratulations on your weight loss and think about giving running another shot.
I could jog 5 miles, given a (sigh) 12 minute mile pace. Which is basically a really brisk walk, as monstro put it. I hate distance running, even when I was doing it in high school, (and coming in DFL.) Skiing, or playing soccer, is something different.