I have had a very weird day today. When I woke up I felt like something was really wrong and I didn’t know what. While I was in school I kept feeling like I should go home, I even called home to make sure everything was ok. I felt like something was really wrong all day and I didn’t know what.
Around 4pm I ate the first thing I’ve eaten today, about 3oz of almonds. Around 430 I started to get nauseated, which I attributed to motion sickness as I was in a car. Then things got really weird. I started feeling like I was guaranteed to die, I got cold chills, I had a minor out of body experience and I felt like I was almost able to communicate with the dead. I also felt a mixture of pure peace and euphoria along with my terror over my feeling of impending death. This started around 430 and ended at about 630.
Oddly I think the feeling like ‘something is wrong’ I have had all day is gone now that I have recovered from this experience. I assume the 2 were tied in together.
what is really odd is that I have taken a drug called DXM (dextromethorphan) a couple of times before and the experience was almost identical. Also a feeling that ‘something is wrong’ (sometimes called ‘feelings of impending doom’) are common on DXM. Here is a list of symptoms on both the drug and what I felt today that are similiar
borderline out of body experiences
severe nausea
cold chills
it only lasts a few hours
feeling pure peace and euphoria
A total lack of inhibitions
Inability to communicate or interact competently
Feeling like I ‘truly’ understand myself
What the hell happened to me? I hope I didn’t brain my damage. I have looked up almonds and they say they have alot of tryptophan. I don’t know if that is related but DXM supposedly works by flooding the brain with serotonin and since tryptophan is a percursor of serotonin ‘maybe’ the almonds pushed me into serotonin overload. As a guess.