“Desire, despair, desire …
So many monsters…”
“It’s not a habit, it’s true
I feel alive
If you don’t have it you’re on the other side
I’m not an addict, maybe that’s a lie”
K’s Choice- Not an addict
[sub]These Altoids will not break me. I swear. Haven’t had one all day.[/sub]
I may be dumb
I’m not a dweeb
I’m just a sucker with no self-esteem.
Gooooo andygirl!
“When I see your smile” except replace smile with Screen Name.
Damn, I need to get a life.
At this very moment?
cypress hill
“I wanna get high, so high…”
I should kick you, beat you, fuck you, and then shoot you in your fucking head.
I’m kind of crabby today…
“Ain’t love a bitch.”
*“We gotta get out of this place…”
andygirl: my second simulpost!!
“No colors anymore, I want them to turn black.”
“I learned to disappear and I’ve learned to hide my pain, in a fucked up world where there’s too much hate,
I just don’t get it and there’s something wrong with me, look inside me then I’ll see that
I’m looking for someone,
looking for someone who feels like I do
I’m looking for someone,
Looking for someone who feels like I do”
Eh. Things suck right now.
*Loneliness threatens like the echo of a memory,
A past still not forgotten.
Nothing else in this world
Could ever take your place.
Don’t want to be left here all alone.
I’m scared and I don’t know if I can go on.
I don’t wanna be here all alone.
Letting go and I’m still holding on.
Reaching for a promise through a shattered dream
Will you still be there?
Nothing else in this world
Could ever take your place.*
I close my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment’s gone.
All my dreams pass before my eyes, a curiosity.
Dust in the wind. All they are is dust in the wind.
Well, not right this second but a few days ago I would have said all of the song Blue Pastures by James. I’m feeling better now. ::weak smile::
Blue pastures - fade away
Green rivers in silver light
I’m walking to the sound of distant bells
So peaceful, I don’t know who I am
And just when I think it’s clear, it turns all grey again
And I wonder who will find me in the snow
And just when I thought I was free, I got pulled in again
Once you’re in, you’re in
Blue pastures calling home
I’m walking, but I can’t stand anymore
Hear voices, can’t tell near or far
Weird voices - lay me down
And I don’t see why I’m obliged to just carry on
When everything I touch turns out wrong
And I feel I’ve committed some crime - but I don’t know what I’ve done
One day life just wins
One day life just wins
Still breathing, but I’m tired and I wanna go home
Still breathing, but I’m not sure anymore
Still breathing, but it doesn’t really matter if I fade away
Fall into this sleep - fall into the deep
This one too:
“Get out of here, get me some money too…”
*a blue eyed boy meets a brown eyed girl
you can sew it up but you still see the tear
baby got blue skies up ahead but in this summer(?) raincloud, ours is a stormy kind of love *
yeah, I know it’s sappy.
*touch me, take me to that other place
reach me, i know I’m not a hopeless case
what you don’t have you don’t need it now
what you don’t know you cant feel somehow
what you dont have you dont need it now*
both are U2 songs- I have been in a U2 place for weeks, interrupted only by the occasional REM song.
speaking of REM…
*
bring my happy back again
*
Sapphire, the line you’re questioning is:
“Baby got blue skies up ahead, but in this I’m a rain cloud, ours is a stormy kind of love.”
thanks Nocturne 
“Life is a lemon and I want my money back.”