This quiz has been going around Live Journal the last few days, and I thought I it would be interesting to post it here, along with my answers.
1. Where were you when you heard about the attacks on the pentagon and WTC?
I was home. I had gone out the night before, had more than a few drinks, and I got up at about 10:30. By that time, the towers were both down. I moved the mouse on my computer, and as the monitor woke up, there were at least 20 IM windows open, people who had IMd me. I got the news from Mercutio. He told me what had happened and I immediately turned on the TV.
2. What country/group did you suspect immediately?
I fairly quickly knew that it was most likely middle eastern extremests. I have a degree in Poly Sci, I’ve studdied this. I would not have been overly suprised if it had turned out to be someone else, but I thought it was a safe bet that it was some mid-east terrorist group.
3. Who were you with? How did you react?
I was alone. I reacted with rage, grief, sorrow and anger.
4. Who did you call first?
The first people I called were my parents. I remember raging on the phone to my dad, nonsensical stuff about nukes, attacks and revenge, liberally laced with vile curse words. You have to understand that I do not curse with my parents. That day, I didn’t care, however. So sue me.
5. What did you do the rest of the day?
I watched the news with shock and horror. I finally felt that I had to do SOMETHING, so I went out to give blood. The Red Cross donation center was swamped. I was told it would be hours before I could give, I didn’t mind waiting. I’m not the type of person who can just sit by, I wound up answering the phones, giving the exhausted volunteers a rest. I was one of the last to give blood, and I stood up afterwards and called attention with the people left, those who had given blood and those waiting to give. I asked for everyone to acknowledge the selfless dediction of the Red Cross volunteers who were, by that time, reeling with exhaustion. We all stood and cheered these special people. I remember hugging the guy who was in charge of the center, both of us crying freely amongst the cheers.
6. Did you have any friends or family killed in the attacks?
No, but it was a close thing. I was on the phone ( and IMing at the same time! ) with Geobabe by noon. We both knew that Vix worked in the towers. Geo had met Vix before, I was only aware of her as a member of the SDMB. We were both convinced she was dead. We said a lot of extremely emotional and excited shit, and together we prepared ourselves for the worst. To this day, I can still hear Geo’s triumphant shout “SHE MADE IT OUT!” after Vix posted that she was OK. That was one of the best feelings I have ever had, and I cherish it. Small good on a very bad day.
7. Do you think 9-11 should be a holiday?
Yes and no. I think it should be a holiday on the order of Memorial Day. I hold Memorial Day close to my heart for what it MEANS. Unfortunatelly, most people hold it near and dear to their heart as a long weekend and a day for sales. I wouldn’t want that to happen to 9/11
8. Do you think even a % of the money donated really made it to the families?
Yes I do. If it didn’t. I would cheerfully crucify the folks responsable for diverting funds again and again and again for the rest of my life. I’d enjoy it too.
9. Did you feel an increased sense of patriotism? Did it last?
No. I have always loved my country and what it stands for. I would have died for it before 9/11, and I would die for it now, should circumstances warrent. I will not sacrifice myself blindly, but I will gladly sacrifice myself for an ideal.
10. Have you flown since the attacks? How soon did you fly again?
Yes. I was flying in October,
11. Have you been to Ground Zero?
Yes and no. I went there, but did not have the 4 hours to spend in line to view the actual site. I would have gladly stood in line, but I had to pick up other people. It dosen’t matter. Being close was chilling, and I still respect what GZ stads for with all my heart. I saw a picture today of the WTC before the attack, and THAT is how the NY skyline should look. The absence of the towers is just…wrong. Unfortunately, I am aclimating to the fact that that’s how it is now.
12. At what point did it really sink in?
Beats me. I’m still angry and hurt. Is that sunk in? I dunno. Do you?