Ray: You know, when I was getting out of selection, Bravo Team was deciding which candidate from my Green Team class they were gonna pick in the draft. You remember any of the conversations they had before deciding it ought to be me?
Jason: I don’t, okay? I was a 3IC back then.
Ray: Okay. All right, well, let me ask you something. You ever consider the color of my skin?
Jason: Come on. No, it’s not about that. It is not about that, do you understand me? As far as I’m concerned, jackasses come in one color.
Ray: Yeah, but this particular jackass is black.
Jason: Yeah? And, so?
**Ray: Look, I get it, man. I never could stand Beau myself. All right? He’s an arrogant, uptight perfectionist with no sense of humor, and he won’t think outside the box. I get it. He drives you crazy.
Jason: Good. I’m glad that we see the same way.
Ray: Okay, well, how do you think he’s seeing you?
Jason: Better question-- do I care?
Ray: He’s seeing a white guy with slept-on hair, couple days’ growth, and your shirt flapping almost as much as your mouth.
Jason: Thanks for that, Ray. Really appreciate it.
Ray: Look, man, the point is, he’s seeing a guy go through life the way he wishes he could.
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Jason: Look, what do you even know about this guy?
Ray: I know enough! I know what it’s like starting BUD/S - 150 guys, first day of Phase 1, I’m the only black face. Nighttime surf torture, everyone laid out side-by-side on the beach, eyes stinging, mouths tasting like puke, salt and sand. Every time a wave comes in, everybody’s trying to cheat, right? Keep their head up so the seawater doesn’t go back in your nose. Instructors yelling at you to get back down. The thing is, in the dark, Jace, it’s hard to tell one white face from another. So who do you think they call out by name? Huh? “Perry, you get your nappy head back down in that sand!”
**Jason: We chose you because you’re a great operator.
Ray: No, you chose me because I was the best operator. It’s what you’re not understanding, brother. For me, for Beau, being great’s not good enough. You go outside the box, you’re innovative, a self-starter. If we do it, we can’t follow the rules. I’m not saying that excuses the way Beau is at all. I’m just saying it’s something you ought to at least take into account.
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Jason: Got it, man. I got it, all right? Look, I appreciate you talking to me but did you hear what he said about Nate?