I am not what you would call a Christian and don’t count me to any religion but that does not mean that I don’t believe, I believe in something but I’m just not ready to give that sort of commitment.
To your first question I would like to rephrase it if I may, I think the question is do you really want god to show you that he exists? In my case the answer is No.
The reason is that if he would there would be no going back for me, would there? Pretty hard for me to argue with the almighty?? I could make a statement and he would just sit silent for a moment (that moment being my life) and then I would look pretty stupid. So I say please god if you are there leave me alone I can’t handle you just yet.
A very good friend of mine is religious, we rarely agree and that makes him all the more valuable to me, he has only frightened me once! I asked him if was not going to try to convert me, and he answered no. If you want to find god just go home and pray, but remember you have to really want to hear him to get an answer, and if you get one there is no way back old chap, are you ready for that?
Then the bastard laughed knowing what seed he had put in my mind.
Question two:
I believe that religion is fine, as long as one does not try to shove his/her religion down my soar throat, I even believe that god exists, For those who believe in him, her it or what ever one believes in, and if your god or anyone’s happened to give me a miracle or two I wouldn’t mind, there are days I could use some, but most of the time I would prefer to be kept out of the cosmic struggles of gods and rather share my time with those I love instead of teaching them how we will all love one another with out the faithless in the eternal afterlife.
Epilogue:
One of the biggest reasons I don’t really like a lot of religious groups is the idea of Heaven, I have never liked places that are as selective as heaven, heaven in all its forms is like a club of celebrities, and the celebrities in this case being the faithful and those who don’t fit go to hell!
Well I like places that are open no matter your opinion colors or religion so if that means I will burn in ones hell or freeze in another’s its ok, I’ll face that when the time comes and unless I’m wrong I’ll probably meet some friends there. Until we meet on the great escalator…….
Excuse my lengthy speech.
With a lot of respect
The Unbeliever