Sure. OK. Pull up another notch in line. Check carb heat off. Trim… oh, gosh, should I change that? When J got up and left he took about 1/10 of the total mass of this pile of stuff with him. And he took it out of the back half of the airplane. Huh. Well, he didn’t change the CG that much, the plane will take off sooner, rise quicker…
Move up another spot in line. That’s OK, guy ahead of me, take your time.
Leave the trim where it is. I might be slightly nose-heavy on take-off but I’ve got arm muscles. I’ve flown this thing solo before, it’s not that different. Let’s see, anything else in here to adjust? Nope, think I got it all.
The airplane ahead of me took off. I scanned the skies for traffic. No one crowding in to land. Lucky me.
I announced my intentions to the world and started to pull out onto the runway.
A very concerned voice on the radio said “Short final at Morris”
Oh.
I slammed on the brakes. I leaned forward and looked to my left. Gosh darn that’s an airplane on VERY short final. Oops. From the angle he was coming in he had probably overshot the runway a bit, and I probably hadn’t angled my airplane on the taxiway quite enough to eliminate the blind spot over the left wing and… well, THAT’s why you have to pay attention to everything all the time. I hit the mike just long enough to reassure him I’d seen him and wasn’t moving til he was down and out of the way.
OK, there he went down the runway and onto the turn-off. I checked the traffic pattern and final approach again. Very thoroughly. I pulled out onto the runway. Big, deep breath. Full throttle. Rudder-rudder-rudder. Up comes the tail, almost frisky. Balancing on two wheels, keep in on the center, and – up we - no, up I go into the big blue sky.
Turns out the trim is set just fine and I hit best climb speed right off the starting block. Which is good. And startling. Because I’m rising more than twice as fast as when I had a passenger. With less mass on board every little gust and eddy of wind tossed me around that much more. It was not an unmanagable difference, but it was a difference. I couldn’t help but wish there was an effective way to simulate how different the flight characteristics of small airplanes are when flown solo versus fully loaded. That’s always the big flaw in the flight instructors’ instructions to “just pretend I’m not here.” I may not hear you, J, and maybe you can resist your usual tendency to fidget and shift your weight, but the airplane knows you’re there and behaves accordingly.
Tempting though it is to keep the speed up, since that allows the airplane to penentrate the air and reduces the bouncing somewhat, I have to slow down to come down and I have to come down to land. This is not a time to be timid about power reduction, either, since with just little old me aboard this airplane will be even more reluctant than usual to slow down and stop. Midfield I pulled back the power and added carb heat, adjusted speed to 80. Kept an eye out for traffic. Turned left on the base leg and reduced power again, speed to 70. Be calm, be patient… Turned onto final, reduced power, speed to 60, watched the altitude and sink rate. Look at the runway, the touchdown area and also further down the pavement. Don’t fixate on anything. Glance at the sides. Particuarly, check out the taxiway - you’ve got two airplanes waiting there, keep an eye out because sometimes someone will start to pull out in front of you. Over the trees, over the numbers… I was a hair high and a hair fast. The airplane felt different, just enough different to throw me off a bit. I had to conciously pull back on the throttle with my left hand, which very much wanted to go the other way, as something is told me this approach wasn’t ideal. I wasn’t sure what was tipping me off - it appeared fine as far as airspeed, altitude, rate of descent, and heading was concerned. I couldn’t discount the possibility that it was just nerves. As the wheels came down to kiss the pavement I got another gust of wind. The wheels squeaked from side-loading as the tail tried to weathervane. Things were feeling very precarious, I was low, slow, and full control movements weren’t as effective as I’d have like due to that. I stopped repressing my impulses, my left hand shoved forward pushing both the throttle and carb heat levers, the engine roared to full power, and I went back up.
Naw, I couldn’t count that as a landing.
Of course, the nagging demon of self-doubt reared its ugly little head and started with the “What if you can’t get down, huh? Huh?” but I beat it into submission quickly. I am a good pilot, there is nothing wrong with prudence. I have at least two hours of fuel on board and no penalty for going around and around.
If anything, the climb up went even faster this time. I got one or two minor buffets. I forced myself to relax, to make sure I wasn’t hunched over the stick but leaning back with my back and shoulders touching the seat behind me. RELAX! I’m having fun, right? Nevermind it being rush hour up here, with people ahead of me in the traffic pattern and people taking off behind me.
Up and around - make sure those turns are coordinated. Remember, in this airplane a climbing left turn at full power requires right rudder, not left, to counteract torque and p-factor. Due to the pace of radio traffic I couldn’t call my turn to downwind until after I was already on that leg. Nevermind the two guys ahead of me, I can’t possible catch up with either of them in this airplane. I must be getting the hang of the Citabria because I was able to spend most of my mental energy on avoiding other aircraft rather than worrying aout how to make the airplane go from point A to point B.
My turn on final again. Another controlled slide down to the ground, and this time it felts much better. I was also talking to myself in the cockpit: “I am a GOOD pilot. I can DO THIS. This will be a MAGNIFICENT landing.” Of course I was talking to myself, I no longer had a cheering section in the back of the airplane so I had to do it all myself.
Same routine - set up the airspeed and rate of descent, the power setting, keep the eyes outside the cockpit. Watch the runway, make sure no one is going to cut me off on final in the air, watch the runway, the far end of the runway, the taxiway on the ground - yep, three airplanes lined up this time, look at the runway, where’s that helicopter I just heard on the radio? There it is. Look at the runway, the numbers, the far end, now flare and hold it off… hold it off… hold it off… (move the feet!)
All three wheels touched down simultaneously. Whoo-hoo!
I coasted to the turn-off and got back onto the taxiway. Time for the next obstacle. A landing helicoptor was moving very slowly in the final approach area and announced he’d land on a taxiway intersection. Hey, wait a minute —! Then he said that he had the taxiway traffic in sight and would avoid the airplane. OK, that’s better. I didn’t really relax until we had safely passed each other, though. Helicopters and airplanes can share airspace (and groundspace), obviously, but we don’t always have the same ways of doing things. Most chopper pilots I know also have some fixed wing experience and they’ll usually work around the airplanes, but sometimes what the rotorcraft are doing doesn’t always make sense to us fixed-wing folks. All in all, though, folks had been pretty good about using the radios and communicating today.
I got back to the starting line-up. This time there’s only one airplane ahead of me, a twin engine. I started pulling onto the taxiway behind it, then it occured to me, as my airplane started to trembling in the prop wash, that maybe that wasn’t such a good idea and I didn’t want to get too close to something with significantly more powerful engines. He wasn’t doing a run-up, just idling, but it was enough. I had the thought that maybe, if I was at idle, I could take my feet off the brakes and let the propwash push me back to where it was rattling me around so much. Nope - the instant I lifted my feet my airplane nudged forwad. Oh, well - no harm being done.
The twin took off. There was another airplane on final, so I waited for him to land. Then it was my turn. I took off and on the way up the air was a bit bumpy, stirred up the passage of prior airplanes I suppose. I made the first left turn of the pattern, reminding myself to keep the ball centered so my turn was smooth and coordinated. I actually got to pattern height before I reached the downwind leg. I had a minute or two to either rest or look throughly for other traffic. I opted for looking for traffic, of which there was an abundance, along with a flock of geese passing through just under my altitude which had me just a touch concerned. Birds usually descend when startled or alarmed but not always. The flock headed off to the west with no incident, thank goodness, and I continued on my way.
Midway along the downwind I started setting up for approach number three and full stop landing number two. That consisted mainly of checking the gap between me and the runway, reducing speed, and putting on the carb heat. Strictly speaking, I could have waited a bit longer for the carb heat, but I find that by doing it early I’m less likely to forget to do it later, when things get busier. I called the turn to base leg, reduced power again, trimmed up for a slightly slower speed, kept an eye on my descent, distance to landing point. Wasn’t quite aggressive enough on the power reduction, so when I turned to final I pulled the throttle all the back for a greater rate of descent. Just sailed right to the numbers, putting in just a nudge of power to make sure I’d make it to my chosen spot. Then, over the pavement, I pulled back on the throttle again and just let it settle down to the pavement. I pulled the stick back, keeping the tail firmly planted, and put-putted to the turn off.
Well, that was two solid landings. And I was starting to feel it a little. A bunch of landings in quick succession is mentally tiring. You aren’t using a calculator, but you are doing a lot of mental calculations involving distance, speed, and time. On a day like this one you have all the traffic to watch for on top of everything else. In addition to more work, it’s more stress.
I really don’t understand folks who bang out one touch and go after another in such circumstances. Me, even if J hadn’t asked for full stop landings, I’d be doing them. The whole purpose of landing practice is to improve after all, and if you slam from landing right into take-off again you have no time to think and reflect on what you just did and how to make it better. Not to mention that a full stop landing followed by a back-taxi and a brief wait lets you throughly check out the cockpit again, make sure everything is properly set for take-off without hurrying and yes, it gives you a brief respite.
OK, last time around. I find that after 5 or 6 landings in rapid succession I stop improving and start deteriorating. Of course I’d go around again if that seemed most prudent, but one more would really be enough and I’d be ready for a break at least.
The traffic had, for some reason, abated somewhat. Which was all the more reason for caution - never become complacent. I made sure I had a good view of final approach as well as the rest of the traffic pattern. All clear.
I pulled out, lined it up on center, then went to full power. Up and around again - this time a bit smoother, the air less bumpy, less stirred up. Only one other airplane in the pattern, far down the way, on base. It’s the same as before. Midfield it’s carb heat and slow down to 80. 70 on base. 60 on final, with the power just above idle and another glide to ground. It occurs to me that every approach today has been excellent, no need to slip because I’m too high or power up because I’m low, no over or undershooting - shhhh! Don’t jinx it, don’t think about it, just fly the plane. I’m in the groove. I think and the airplane responds, I don’t have to concentrate to get it to go where I want it to, it just does because my hands and my feet and my head are all working together like they should.
Wheels on the ground, another three-point landing and roll-out. No time to relax, yet - I carefully pull off the runway and only then do I let myself smile just a bit. Those were good landings and I don’t need anyone to tell me so. All I have to do it taxi to a parking spot and shut down without incident.
It’s true of any airplane that you’re not done flying until everything is off. It’s even more so with a tailwheel, which will bite you if you stop paying attention on the ground. I took my time going along the taxiway and across the ramp, a task made easier by a lack of other airplanes using those areas when I went through them. I noted that the parking area near the restaurant was somewhat full and took a spot on the end near the fuel storage tanks. I dug the shutdown checklist out - I’d gotten religious about using it after a couple of embarrassing times years ago when I found myself staring at a prop that kept wanting to go around and around and not stop. And forgetting to shut off the mags. And dumb stuff like that.
I got it shut down, filled out the paperwork (we have paperwork to remind us we’re not quite in heaven yet…) and left my stuff behind. I could see J and one of the Mr. B’s standing by the trailer doing one of those throw-an-ocassional-word-in with weight shifting and foot shuffling kind of conversations. Mr B stole a little of J’s thunder by belting out “Congratulations” as I came up to them, and J told me to get my logbook because he needed to sign the back of it.
I nodded and smiled and went back to dig my stuff out of the airplane and put it away, then got my logbook. J found a space in the back of the book for endorsements and such very carefully fills it out, this being an Official Statement. Yes, I’m good to fly the Citabria on my own, bring my husband along, take up a friend… Meanwhile, he’s also giving me the “license to learn” lecture, where he says that yes, you’ve grabbed the brass ring but you’re still a wet behind the ears kid with a lot to learn so BE CAREFUL, OK? Don’t get cocky. Don’t try flying on your own when the winds are above a certain level or if more than a couple weeks go by without flying - he and C would be happy (and much reassured) to go around a lap or two with me if I was at all uncertain about anything until I got some more experience. Or if I just wanted to push my personal envelope.
J then told the desk girl not to charge me for his time… as I hadn’t really needed him anyway today. And made sure it was official in the flight school documents that I could rent the Citabria solo and no longer needed to have an instructor with me, and that it was OK if I took someone else along pilot or no.
Funny how it was almost anti-climatic. But then, in my experience, that is often the way it is. They don’t sign you off and let you go on your own in anything in aviation until you’re more than ready and you’ve been walking the walking for a bit. It’s not enough to do something once, they want to make sure you can do it consistently, every time. It’s an awful lot of time and effort for what amounts to an inkstain on flattened wood pulp. Not nearly so ceremonial as the first solo ritual, either. Even so, it felt good and I got a lot of congratulations from folks.
Then J and Mr. B ran off for some time in the Citabria before J’s next customer. I went off to have some lunch at the restaurant. I sat outside and watched other people fly. I could tell Mr. B was used to a heavier airplane that came down faster on a landing - he was having to slip pretty hard to get the Citabria to the pavement. I do believe most of his tailwheel time is in the Stearman, lucky dog. Or maybe not so lucky - if I recall, he owns a piece of that biplane and that’s not a cheap airplane. It’s also still in the shop for maintenance and repair, which might have been why he was flying the Citabria. Anyhow, not my problem.
It had been an excellent day.