Hi-
I JUST started taking Concerta today for adult Add. I’m a bit buzzed since I haven’t habituated to it yet. It’s fun.
Anyway, I didn’t find out until this fall that I have ADD. I’m 32. My performance in school was always good for everything but math, and average or a bit below in math. My reading comprehension and reading speed are very high. I was scoring high school level scores in those areas in grade school. Also, my handwriting is good.
For what it’s worth to the OP, I suspect my father has it, as well, and his reading comprehension is fantastic, but his reading speed is glacial. We’re talking slower than an elderly Galapagos Tortoise in a cold snap. It doesn’t stop him from reading really long books, but something like the latest Harry Potter can take him months to get through. I think it’s great that he does it anyway and enjoys it. His handwriting isn’t great, but it’s not crap, either.
In retrospect, I think I was really lucky. I enjoyed learning and my ADD is mild, so I was able to do well in school. I have a really good memory too, so I didn’t have to study as much as a lot of my classmates. Also, I seemed to have had more of the super-attentive ADD when I was younger. It wasn’t uncommon for me to spend 8+ hours reading in one day or 3-4 hours playing the flute at a time. While I was a solitary, serious child, that all seems a bit too solitary & serious to me looking back.
But, I was a really moody child, easily bored by stuff I wasn’t into and didn’t make friends very easily then. Also, checking over my work and editing my writing were sheer hell – I honestly tried, but if 2+2=5 the first time around, that’s what it equalled the second or third times, as well. I seem to be less able to concentrate now, than I was in school, unfortunately. Those characteristics I’ve just listed are sometimes ADD characteristics.
How did I get diagnosed? Well, I’ve had depression & anxiety & a wee tad of OCD for years. I read an article in the summer that talked about how people with depression sometimes have mild forms of Bipolar Disease. If this is never diagnosed, it could contribute to never really quite getting rid of the depression. So, when I started seeing a new therapist, I asked him to investigate this to rule it out. As it turns out, a lot of the symptoms of mild Bipolar Disease are similar or identical to those of ADD. So, while we were going through the screening measures for Bipolar Disease I answered some questions in a way that this guy picked up on the ADD. I had never, ever considered that I might have ADD simply because I did well in school. I didn’t know that there are different flavors of the disease until later.
Anyway, to get a diagnosis, I filled out some questionaires, my parents filled out some questionaires (they were my “not me person who knows me well” people) & I then went to a clinical psych testing facility and did a battery of tests. For me, the clincher came when I took the attention test. I sat in front of a computer and had to watch the screen flash letters at me, one at a time. When anything but the letter x appeared I had to hit the space bar. When x appeared I had to refrain from hitting the space bar. The speed and duration at which these letters flashed varied. The test lasted about 10-15 minutes in all. Sounds easy? It was very difficult for me. I pressed the space bar for a lot of the xs, I didn’t press the space bar for other letters pretty frequently. The weirdest thing was I had to fight super hard NOT to go to sleep during this whole test, even though I wasn’t especially tired. And the point at which I knew I had ADD was when I caught myself looking at the ViewSonic birds on the corner of the monitor case and thinking about how pretty they were, instead of looking at the flashing letters. I about cracked up right then & there.
So, now I’m trying Concerta to see if it makes a positive difference in my job performace and my ability to organize and plan. I figure if I don’t like what it does, then I can stop taking it. If it helps, then maybe for the first time in my life I can learn what “normal” feels like. To be able to work on web pages or read an article for more than 10 minutes or so at a time would be great!