I was recently (finally!) diagnosed bipolar II, after years of being diagnosed with unipolar depression, generalized anxiety disorder, a multitude of personality disorders, and whatever else, short of schizophrenia.
I started seeing a new shrink (since my old shrink left town a couple of years ago) because my GP just didn’t know what to do anymore. This new shrink - a very serene man (65 years old, and gay) - after taking down my psychiatric history, suggested a few things to me. One was the possibility of my being bipolar, and he encouraged me to research it on the web. I did, and I saw myself. I also read that many bipolars are in the psych system for an average of 12 years before being properly diagnosed, which also hit home.
I went back to see my shrink the next week, and told him what I had discovered, and that yes, I’d be willing to try a mood stabilizer (divalproex sodium). It took a long time to get the dosage and dosing times right, but I think we’ve got it now. No more mind filled with frantic thoughts. Fantastic.
But the depression… there’s always that part of the bipolar spectrum. And it’s hit me hard over the past month or so, and it’s not letting up. We’ve increased the Wellbutrin - once my magic bullet - to 400 mg a day, which is over the recommended daily dose. (People are still scared of the remote possibility of a seizure.) We brought the Celexa - which was doing nothing - down, because he was worried about too much Wellbutrin with too much of an SSRI. We pushed the trazodone before bed up to 200 mg.
Now, I’m thinking that it’s time to look to the “big guns,” as it were. We discussed augmentation with a psychostimulant a little over a month ago, but he said it was still too soon to tell. (This is when I went up to 400 mg Wellbutrin.) He did say that he had some patients on psychostimulants. Having read a lot about the subject, it seems that when all else fails - augmentation with a mood stabilizer (check), with another class of antidepressant (check, check), raising the dose to the max (check - we did that early on with the Celexa, with no result) - one of the final options is augmentation with a psychostimulant, usually Ritalin or Dexedrine. (I know there are others out there, but my drug plan only covers Ritalin/Ritalin SR or Dexedrine.)
If we were to go that route, I’m sure he’d lower the Wellbutrin, which is fine, because I need a new prescription for that anyway. He told me a while back not to be afraid of asking him to try something, that he was open to my suggestions, and that he knew I know a hell of a lot more about these drugs than most people.
As for the stimulant precipitating mania, it wouldn’t, he said, because that end of my spectrum is already well under control with the divalproex. (Besides, Wellbutrin has strong stimulant properties - “speed lite” I call it - and I haven’t gone hypomanic or manic at all since going up to 400 mg.)
I’m just going to say, “A while back you said it was too soon to tell, but given that I’m not getting better, I’d really like to try Ritalin or Dexedrine for two weeks or so just to see what it does for my depression.”
So, has anyone here had a treatment-resistant depression that required augmentation with a psychostimulant? I want to know if it helped you, how it felt, how it worked in tandem with whatever antidepressant(s) or other meds you were taking. I don’t want to be scolded for “wanting speed.” There is more than enough research out there that shows that this class of drug can have a significant, positive impact on a large percentage of people with treatment-resistant depression.