With seven years at the same company, my headhunter contacts have more or less dried up, and when I try to call the phone numbers that I still have, they’re no longer in service.
I should have acted long ago, but I didn’t, and I realize now that I’ve been shoved into a kind of Tier 2 Hell, and that in spite of having been sent to Java classes years ago, haven’t gotten to develop a damn thing, besides some minor PL/SQL tweaks. Indeed, most of us in the IT department spend most of our time nursemaiding vendor-written apps and escalating issues that we do not have the legal right or knowledge to maintain ourselves, owing to the hardcore code having been written by others. In my side of the department, there was a strong belief among management that inhouse developers were not as good as outside vendors.
The thing I’ve done that I’m most proud of was writing a Java scheduler for an application that I was the operator on. It was a solution to a non-trivial problem which, while it could have used some improvement, demonstrated to myself that I could still put together a meaningful program. But it was just something for my own use and hence of limited visibility.
I’m kind of rambling now, having just gotten awakened out of a Benadryl haze, by my pager due to a damn INFO level message that shouldn’t have gone to the pager anyway, blast it! I’m just so damn frustrated and fed up.

