Just recently I volunteered to be interviewed at a university by someone who was doing a study of people that had drifted away from religion. Aka non-believers.
It was during this interview that the interviewer asked me when it was that I came to the realization that there were no gods.
That really got me thinking as I had never given it much thought until that moment.
So here is the result of my thoughts and her drawing information out of me that afternoon in the university cafeteria…
I am a baby-boomer.
During my childhood in the early and mid-50’s, I was subjected to constant military stories, movies, comic books, etc., mostly based on the Second World War, but also the Korean War. So of course the games my friends and I played mostly revolved around war.
So I grew up with a fascination of war, not really knowing the horrible consequences of it.
During this time, my parents had always gone to church every Sunday. They took my along too, but I never really found it interesting enough to jump into religion. Instead, religion in the form of going to church every Sunday was just part of the weekly routine.
Then the 60’s came and the news stories of the day concentrated on the Cold War. I was somewhat aware of nuclear war and what it could mean, but my thoughts never went very far.
When I reached my mid-teens, along came Vietnam. But being a Canadian, our country was not involved. I still took an strong interest in it, especially when a couple of brothers in my town move to the US and volunteered.
That got me thinking so I took a trip down to California and looked into it. Fortunately, I met a girl in L. A. who had just had her boy friend drafted and she convinced me to stay. I looked a little into working there, but eventually moved back to Canada, still with a keen interest in this war.
Not too many years later (or was it months), we were getting deluged with anti-war news and that’s when I slowly but surely started to see the other side. The anti-war side.
That got me thinking even more about war and I dug deeply into statistics of the number of war dead and casualties.
Russia alone lost upwards of 20,000,000 dead. OMFG. How could that be. And along with those are the million of others lost in WWII. And then there’s all the other wars and the millions just kept adding up.
How could a God have allowed so many innocent people to die? Tens of millions have died ever since mankind found himself on this Earth. People keep believing and more people keep dying.
So that’s what did it to me. I had never really given much thought to religion, or the existence of gods or why I didn’t believe in gods up until then, but when I started thinking about it, the existence of any god just did not make any sense.
So I guess you could say the Vietnam war was the catalyst that allowed me to realize that gods and religion are only a figment of our imagination.
So, how about the rest of you? How did you come to the realization that there are no gods?