I work at a non-profit that helps people with mental illnesses find support in their communities. Anew position opened up fror a higher position for which I am completely suited; in fact, it’s a glorified version of the position I now hold, but with better pay and responsibility. I mentioned to my supervisor that I was interested in the job, and she responded with a half-shrug, half-cringe, “Well, we were thinking about finding someone with more ethnic diversity.”
Now I support affirmative action in so far that it opens up the candidate base to include more people and that someone would not be excluded on the basis of race or ethnicity. If I lost out to a superior African-American, Asian, or Latino candidate, I wouldn’t complain. It’s only fair that if Ms. Jackson, Mr. Rodrigues, or Ms. Kim (for example) have more experience and better qualifications, one of them should get the job.
But that’s not what’s happening here. I’m being excluded from consideration a prioribecause I’m white (being half-Choctaw doesn’t count if you lack the upbringing or culture) and male. Sure, I’m gay, but I don’t think that gets me many “diversity points”–seriously, that’s the expression she used. I’m not being excluded for lack of qualifications, but solely because I belong to the majority ethicity in this country, and thus lack “diversity.” I’m being judged by the color of my skin.
Perhaps I’m a bad employee and they wanted to spare me? But A) open expressions of racism aren’t an appropriate response and B) that wouldn’t explain why they ask me to take on more tasks, like writing for the Web page, reviewing books for the monthly publication, editing copy for press releases, and assisting in other projects.
I’m trying to work through a rational, sensible reaction to this, trying to discover if there were some other reason they could fairly keep me from consideration, but no, I was told point-blank that it is because of race and I have no reason to think otherwise.
I find it ruefully ironic that this is being done in an office which is 100 percent Democrat and supposedly committed to social justice.
I’m sooo looking for another job.