I got “hooked” on Klonopin, even at a very low dosage. The doc prescribed 1 mg four times a day as needed. I started taking one half tablet once a day. It helped me stay calm and helped sleep.
It wasn’t long before I needed 1/2 mg twice a day and occasionally three times a day. I think I went up to 1 mg twice a day. (I don’t remember clearly because this was 15 years ago.)
I began getting “withdrawal” symptoms in between doses, especially in the hours before the afternoon dose. The symptom was jitteriness and, eventually, craving that next dose. It didn’t help me sleep any longer.
I knew it was addictive, so when this started happening, I quit. I wasn’t under a doctor’s supervision at the time, but after-the-fact, a doctor told me that at the low doses I was using, he would have suggested just quitting cold-turkey too.
I had nasty withdrawal symptoms for 18 months after that. (Severe insomnia, sensations of electric jolts through my brain every 30 seconds non-stop, massive and prolonged gut-wrenching anxiety attacks.)
I was substantially non-functional, primarily due to the sleep deprivation. I estimated that I was getting maybe 2 hours sleep a night and not very high-quality sleep either.
I think before it was over, I ended up consulting something like six different doctors, including several shrinks. None of them seemed to know much about benzo withdrawal beyond some basic “textbook” stuff. They definitely didn’t know anything about prolonged withdrawal syndrome. They all had different suggestions and different prescriptions to alleviate the symptoms, none of which helped very much.
One doc gave 400 mg trazodone to help sleep. (That’s a HUGE dose, I think.) It worked well for two nights and then no more after that. Another doc gave hydroxyzine pills (an antihistimine) with similar results. Another doc gave me clonidine (an alpha blocker, I think). The next doc told me to quit clonidine, saying (and I quote exactly): “Clonidine makes people feel shitty.” (He was right, too.) Yet another doc, a shrink, had me take mirtazipine (an antidepressant, but sometimes described as an antipsychotic). That got me sleeping all right, but I quit after several weeks because of side effects.
One ER doc suggested that should try yoga.
One recurring theme was that docs didn’t know about long-term withdrawal syndromes, and so assumed I was malingering.
It took me about 16-18 months for the withdrawal symptoms to mostly subside, during which time I was barely able to function. For the last 8 of those months, I went to live in a board-and-care home. And even after all of that, I still didn’t feel quite right for another year.
Benzos are drugs from hell.
ETA: Because I was jittery and shaky, one doctor screened me for Parkinson’s Disease, and two other doctors ordered brain MRI’s to check for Multiple Sclerosis.