This is kind of an odd situation, but here it goes.
I go to a college that is private and very conservative. There have been outright racist comments that have been made in a popular political publication (managed by students) that I have been in open protest to.
The people who were responsible for writing it have suddenly started being incredibly nice to me. Not like genuine nice, but like creepy nice. This morning when I was getting butter at the dining hall, one of the guys who tends to be the most vicious on paper (but a pure politician in person) starts talking to me out of the blue.
“Am I in your way?” The whole comment was ridiculous because he was nowhere near me. He smiles. He’s not unnattractive and quite charismatic. So are dogs after they’ve eaten your favorite shoes.
Even though I know who he is and I know he’s fully aware of who I am (most of our interaction has been indirect and through text on our school’s messageboard), we had never spoken in person.
“No. Not at all.” My response is sounds like sugar tastes. I tend to be nice even when I don’t want to be. I don’t make eye contact. Not because I don’t like this guy, but because I wasn’t making eye contact with ANYONE due to a particularly funky onion I had just consumed.
“You know, if I am in your way, you have permission to smack me around!” He smiles. I suddently remembered a black professor’s account of this guy once telling him:
“If I ever come off wrong in racial issues, feel free to correct me!”
The professor described the smile I see before me.
I chuckle politely and walk away quickly.
This guy is the most vicious person over the internet or on the schools publication, but in person he’s got this incredible amount of charm. He makes subtle attacks, and then come around with the “some of my best friends are (insert minority)” argument when someone calls him on it.
In addition to this, another writer for this conservative publication approached me to ask me about what I had felt about it. He said his “sources” told him that I hated the publication and he was just curious, as a friend, about why I was displeased. Did I mention this guy who was sent my way is the only black writer on the paper? Is it a coincidence that they sent him to talk to me?
In any case, I don’t want to discuss my stance on these issues. What I will say on that topic is that I’m anti-racism: not only in regards to minorities.
I just want to know if anyone knows what I can do about a situation that is potentially hostile. These guys are brilliant and have ruined many a journalist’s career at this school. I’m quite scared. Already no other publication on campus will publish my reply to their last horrific article (the use of Socrates to compare minorities on campus to pigs, among other things) because they fear this one (it’s powerful and well funded by wealthy outside sources).
Advice would be well appreciated.