I don’t know if that is spelled right and I don’t care.
Today I went to the doctor for my depression, anxiety and ADD. We mutually agreed to try Wellbutrin SR for my treatment instead of Ritalin at this time.
The upside of this medication is three-fold.
It aids in the treatment of adult ADD.
Excellent anti-depressant qualities.
Last but not my major concern…no lectures, is it’s effects on smoking cessation. This is just and added benefit.
Anyhow, I went to check the pricing on this medication…$104.00. I don’t have insurance yet, and even if I did it’s a pre-existing condition.
What ticks me off about this whole thing is, people with no known preexisting conditions would still get away with a $20.00 copay. The insurance companies, I am sure, have some form of “contract” with the pharmacies to get their medication payments cheaper, aka less than the entire $104 I pay them.
Yet I have a pre-existing condition that when my insurance kicks in, May 15th, I still wouldn’t be covered. So I get the shaft no matter how you look at it.
I realize the benefits and want to get better, but I am just pissed about the costs involved. Not to mention I have to pay for a doctor’s visit out of my pocket.
Damn, I would hate to be in worse off situations like Ayesha, but it just sucks no matter how you look at it. We pay for insurance for a reason damnit.
In my Libertarian ways I say, well, that’s the price of being free and the pharmaceutical companies have to make a buck plus the amount of time and money it takes to develop such medications.
On the flip side it still pisses me off. I will probably be on this type of medication all my life because of my ADD, so over the next 25 years, I will have to pay out of pocket $31,200, give or take a thousand. Don’t forget the cost of insurance on top of that, I figure, not including my doctors visits that over $60,000 in 25 years.
Now I am pissed at the genetics that contributed to my ADD…fuckin bitch of a birth mother and dickhead of a birthfather.
Oh and another thing, my blood pressure was higher than normal. Of course it could be because of my anxiety and being at the doctor but I have to watch out for that too…damn genetics.