When I arrived at these boards, I was an agnostic, with an overall positive perception of religion. I used to think that religion made people happy, that it gave them fulfilment, and that it was, in general, a good thing.
The effect these boards have had on that perspective is remarkable. I’ve come to see religion as bad. Almost all of the hatred, the bigotry, the ignorance espoused on these boards is backed up by religious reasoning. It seems there’s not a hurtful point of view out there that doesn’t have its origins and its support in a religious institution. I see otherwise reasonable people hurting innocents because their religion told them to; I see people being put down, degraded and reviled because religion opposes something about them. I see people who have unexamined faiths standing staunchly behind their opinions, despite the facts and statistics and personal anecdotes and evidence of all sort proving them wrong, but unable to change their positions because they are basing them on faith.
The abandonment of reason for faith is appalling to me; the idolatry that allows people to espouse things that they can’t justify, simply because an ancient book says something about it in a vague peripheral way is absurd. I’ve seen compassion, humanity, sympathy and civility abandoned in the name of this book. And very little good done in its name.
I know that there are some posters here who represent the ideals of Christianity, of religion in general. But the impact they make, in their calm, reasoning, compassionate ways, is overwhelmed by the number and volume of the rest of the unthinking religious zealots that swarm over this board every week, denouncing what they don’t understand because that’s what their religion tells them to do. These few good Christians stand out, but I have come to believe that one of the reasons they stand out is the background they’re standing against. That we’ve come to expect so little from Christians, that finding Christians we respect comes as a very welcome surprise. And I believe that if these people had never identified themselves as Christians, they wouldn’t stand out nearly so much; their actions, their thoughts, their way of living seem to me to simply be the way that a good human being ought to conduct themselves, religion or no. Meanwhile, I see these few respectable religious people spending inordinate amounts of time turning intellectual cartwheels to try and reconcile the fact that they’ve found a way to base such a civilized way of life on a religious platform. I see them forced to try and explain how one can be a good person, and still believe in Christian principles. And I see them accused, time and time again, of not being real Christians.
The research that I’ve done as a result of the debates that I’ve participated in, as well as the debates themselves, has painted an overall picture of modern American Christianity as being a rapacious, power-hungry political organization, dedicated to fostering ignorance and divisive hatred in order to strengthen its ranks for its own political ends. It stifles rationality, discourages the examination of its tenets, and foists an entirely immoral set of principles on its congregation.
I remain an agnostic; I really thoroughly believe that I don’t know anything about God, not for sure. I have a few hunches, but I think that they apply to me, and not to anyone else.
As a result of my readings on this board, however, I’ve begun to believe that organized religion is one of the most dangerous and destructive forces on the planet.