When I was a Teen, I was very Conservative. I listened to Rush Limbaugh, I had no use for democrats or liberals and was very angry when Clinton wasn’t convicted after his impeachment.
When 2000 rolled around, I voted for Bush with no hestitation. During his first year, I felt he was doing alright. I felt the jokes were sour grapes for losing the election, and felt the left/democrats were whiners because Bush could seemingly do no right during that first year. Whatever he did, it was horrible.
Then 9/11 happened, and the world changed. I changed too. Well, I didn’t fear terrorist like everyone else seemed to, and my disenchantment with the right began. Some of it was the calls to Nuke the middle east, but it was more concrete for me. I used to spend a lot of time in a chat room requented by righties who I was quite friendly with. The end came when one guy said that anyone with a turban should be shot. I voiced by opposition to that and suddenly I was “A fag”, “A terrorist” and any number of other things. So I left. At the same time, I was a member of various e-mail lists with a rightward slant, and I exprienced much the same thing, so I dropped those too, because apparently not belieiving the the genocide of muslims means “I want terrorists to kill my family”. Good riddence.
I still gave Bush the benefit of the doubt, though. I wholly supported afganistan, and collartal damage got a “meh” from me. Then the adminstration began to lose me. They began this “With us or againest us” shit, this implication that if you don’t agree with them on everything, you want the terrorists to win. Even worse was the constant echoing of that theme from the right, the shit from Ann Coulter, Limbaugh, etc. Then came the Iraq thing. I believe intially that we had to go in and stop saddam, that a lack of a united international front(Thank you, France)was enabling saddam. But as time went by, due to a shift in friends and no longer living in the right wing echo chamber, I began to doubt(I dropped one of my right wing friends after a discussion about “The Majestic” prompted one to tell me that communists should be considered tratiors to the US)I still gave bush the benefit of the doubt on WMD’s, but the Powel UN thing was…not impressive at all. By the time the war finally started, I was of the attitude that they’ll eventually find WMD’s, and at least we’ll finally be rid of saddam.
The war seemed to go better then expected, but no WMD’s. As time went on, it slowely dawned that there weren’t any, and that Bush had seemingly no idea how to run this war, despite having ample time for planning. I still had little patience for the other side, which was no doubt exerbated by protesting idiots holding “Bush is a Nazi” signs, and the constant hyperbole of Bush declaring himself King. I felt Moore’s 9/11 film was propaganda, so I didn’t see it.
And still came the “Muslims=Terrorists” from sections of the right with no visible attempt from the rest to shout them down. I was also somewhat disturbed by the fact that the adminstration could declare someone an “enemy combatant” and make them dissapear. The fact the adminstration’s only answer to any ecomomic question was “Cut taxes”. I don’t like paying taxes either, but damnit, enough already.
When 2004 rolled around, my faith was waning. It was hurt badly by Bush’s insistance on writing “No Gay Marriage” into the constitution, for a number of reasons, not he least of which is that by this time I didn’t see what the problem was with Gays marrying(wereas years before I was homophobic). Abu Garib disturbed me greatly and I couldn’t by the Right’s BS that it was a “fraternity prank”(Ironically, the same righties who downplay Abu Gharib seem to insist that homosexuals are ruining the fabric of the american family :rolleyes:). But the Democrts got Kerry to run, who annoyed me for a number of reasons, not the least of which is that his foriegn policy ideas were a mystery to me throughout his campaign(No on 1991 GW, but yes on 2003 GW. WTF?), as well as his bullheaded insistance of taking very a vocal stand an issue I was somewhat passionate about. The vietnam thing should have never been an issue for either side, though Kerry wasn’t exactly undeserving because I was getting rather sick of him talking about being in Vietnam(Yes, you were, Kerry, and we’re very proud fo you. Now, quit telling us about it and tell us what the hell have you done since then?) Eventually, it turned out that Bush had pissed me off so much that I didn’t vote for him, but I couldn’t throw the lever for Kerry either. Not that it would have mattered if I had, since my state was Blue. When you can’t outdebate alfred E. Newman.
For the past year, my faith in Bush and my disgust with the right has pushed me even farther away from both. Plamegate, the continually abysmal performance in Iraq, the shifting reasons for the war, Terri Schivo, secret CIA prisons, Bush:"We do not toture"Cheney:“But don’t stop us”, Micheal “Heckofajob Brownie” Brown, Harriet Miers croyism, the Nuclear option, runaway spending,the fact thay any soldier who speaks out againest the war is instantly smeared, etc, etc. 6 months ago, I was willing to wait another year to see if the troops could be pulled out of iraq. Now, I believe that they should start bringing them home at christmas and complete the withdrawel in a year or so. If the Iraqis can’t get their butts in gear and pick up the slack by then, too bad. “You got what you want, we’re going, good luck”.
Which brings me to today. I still have little love for the left, and whenever I feel sympathy for them, they find another way to piss me off. I was ready to march in an anti-war protest But I’m willing to tolerate them because Bush has exhausted my nearly endless reseviour of faith, patience and “benefit of the doubt” I had for him. I just can’t take it anymore. While some things don’t bother me (Alito=meh), I just cannot stand Bush or the right anymore. I find it annoying that I actually agree with DtC, Evil Captor, Elucidater suprisingly often.
Make no mistake, it was Bush and the Right that turned me from a hardcorp right-winger and Bush fan into somebody who feels that the sooner Cheney is covicted of Treason, the better. They had a good thing(control of the government, 80% approval raiting after 9/11) and they insisted on acting like jackasses. They did what the left could never do, make me hate them.
Actually, I don’t really so much hate Bush, because I feel he’s a puppet. He doesn’t seem like he’s smart enough or aware enough of the world around him to do be hated. Instead, it seems like he does what Cheney and Rove tell him to do. I can’t hate him, but the adminstration in general.