I’ve been feeling pretty blah lately (read: for about a year). I’m tired, I’m bitchy, I’ve gained about 20 lbs since Christmas; I don’t seem to want to do anything that requires actual movement. I mean, I try to keep up with the housework, and everybody gets fed and everything, but it wears me out. And the other day my 6 year old asked my hubby how come Mommy is mad all the time. So. Time to fix this.
While I could, I suppose, phone my doctor up and ask him to prescribe me something (all I’d have to do is tell him where I work; almost everyone down there is on a no-kill pill of some kind or another) I don’t feel my symptoms warrant massive chemical warfare. I’m not suicidal or self-destructive, I don’t miss work because of it or lock myself in a dark bedroom and cry for hours at a time. (Although there’s times that last idea sounds reeeeaaaally tempting.) I just find myself thinking, “Fuck it. Why bother?” when faced with things like dishes, or vacuuming, or bellydancing (which I used to really enjoy), or leaving the house when I don’t have to. And my family…oy veh, I love them dearly, but their very voices have become an extreme irritation. I know I’m Mom, but for the love of Pete, can’t they ever help each other out instead of coming to me?
This site and this site agree that yeah, it seems to work, but don’t ask us how. I picked up a bottle of the stuff yesterday, capsule form; so far the only effect I’ve noticed is that pesky little diarrhea side effect, which fortunately seems to have abated; it does me no good to be happy if I’m stuck on the crapper. Have any Dopers tried this kind of therapy? Did you feel like it helped at all?