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RedFrost, please don’t think that because you’re not there every day, you’re just a bystander. You’re fully entitled to all the rage, anger, fear . . . all the horrible emotions that you’re feeling.
My heart aches for you and your family. I wish I could do more than sign up for the marrow registry, but at least it’s a start. And my swab kit is on its way.
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Thanks. I feel powerless, as I’ve said before. I just wish I could do more. Thanks to everyone who has posted here and at the website. I’ve been saying “thanks” and “thank you” and expressing gratitude frequently the past 7 months. Funny thing is, I never get tired of it. That’s the beautiful thing about gratitude, it never gets old, worn out, or annoying. I keep checking the boards just for the reassurance. Whenever I start to feel down or worried, I check this thread and the guestbook at Matt’s site and I feel a little better.