This is Nirvana, so you have to sort of listen to the lyrics to get the full effect. They’re here.
I’m not like them, but I can pretend
I’m modestly obsessed with Kurt Cobain. From watching his interviews I imagine he feels (felt) like I often do: out of place; not quite like everyone else.
The sun is gone, but I have a light
The day is done, but I’m having fun
I think I’m dumb, or maybe I’m just happy
I was raised religiously, and the inverse relationship between wisdom and happiness is something I’m intimately familiar with. (Eccl 1:18: “For in much wisdom is much grief: and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow.”) Sometimes it’s hard to tell the difference between being dumb, and being happy.
My heart is broke, but I have some glue
My heart’s been broke a long time, but I’ve never had any glue.
*Help me inhale, and mend it with you
We’ll float around, and hang out on clouds
Then we’ll come down, and have a hangover
*
He knows the “glue” doesn’t really help anything, but sometimes a moment’s peace seems worth it.
Skin the sun
Fall asleep
“Skin the sun” is reference to Icarus.
“Fall asleep” is a reference to heroin, Kurt’s drug of choice.
Wish away
Soul is cheap
Lesson learned
Here he’s talking about his heroin addiction and the thought that life - or perhaps particularly his life - is not valuable.
“Lesson learned” is sarcastic.
Wish me luck
Soothe the burn
Wake me up
Here’s he’s talking about hoping someone will help, even though he knows what he’s doing is dangerous, and possibly fatal.