My two cents :
If I go somewhere, I don’t have to worry if I’ll have enough smokes.
Yep, I never realised how much mental energy I used up thinking if I had enough, or where I could get more, etc…
**I actually have spending money. **
Nah, the money was never an issue for me, compared to what most of my friends drop at the club on a weekend, I considered my habit to be relatively cheap, since I rarely drink.
**Gained about 10 pounds. **
Yep, and it sucks. Mind you, I’m actually positive I can beat it, after beating the cigarette addiction, I feel like I can beat anything.
**Actually can smell smoke now. **
Oh, god yes, isn’t it disgusting !
**Understand now what all the fuss was about (smell, kill yourself, disgusting habit, etc.). **
Yep, because even though I knew all that, I really knew it once I’d quit.
**I don’t hate the tobacco companies. **
Me either, but I never did. They did do some disgusting things, and they’ll be punished for that, but I’m a big believer in personal responsibility. Most people who are addicted knew smokes were addictive when they started to smoke. Bed. Made. Lie.
**I don’t try to convert others, or even object when others smoke in front of me. **
I don’t try and convert, but if somebody brings the subject up, and are interested, I could talk for hours
I do object if somebody lights up in front of me, because it now makes me very sick, but not verbally. I move myself out of the path of the smoke. (this assumes we are in a smoking area)
**I still want one. **
Nope. After 21 days (apparently) the physical addiction is gone, and I decided goin in that if I still wanted one after 21 days, I was going to smoke. I didn’t want to go through life craving something, I’d rather die earlier. YMMV. Luckily, I have absolutely zero desire for a cigarette.
I think people need to relax a little on the whole smoking issue. It’s getting to the point that it’s zero tolerance on both sides. Smokers need to understand that their smoke travels a lot further than they think it does, and non-smokers need to stop villianising smokers (it isn’t helping!)
That’s my two cents, hope you enjoyed it 