I’m not sure what “free will” means. Does it mean my actions can shape the future? Does the future even exist? I think someone said we can’t fear the future because it doesn’t exist; if we fear anything, it’s a repetition of the past. So if I decide to act based on a past event, I’m not shaping the future, I’m shaping the past that is yet to come.
Man, that sounds like total BS, doesn’t it? I just had to say it.
Wait a minute…
No, seriously, I think the question is one of scope. I think on a microscopic level I do the things I do because I am what I am. Obviously my neurons fire the way they do because they’re reacting to their chemical and sensory environment, well, the way they do. Very deterministic. No choice in the matter.
On the other hand, the thing that I call “me” has influence over the way my neurons react. I can decide, for example, to react to something positively or negatively. Maybe that decision is predetermined in a micro sense–I gotta be me. But that decision affects my brain chemistry, so that in the future I’m more likely to make the positive reaction, and more likely again, and so on.
So what you can do is imagine the you that you want to be, and then be that. Sure, maybe you’re doing it because I suggested it, and you had to react that way because that’s just where your brain was at the moment. Who cares? Just let yourself do it. Let yourself make the decision you want to make, not the one someone told you you have to make because God or the Universe forced you to.
In that sense, in the sense that you are free to let yourself think the way you want to, regardless of what other people tell you, you DO have free will.
So what if it’s all just neurons? They’re your neurons, goddammit!
Just a thought.