[QUOTE=Mangetout]
I’m not forgetting anything - you keep talking about only the very top layer of the mechanism (the desires and genetic predispositions) - if there isn’t really any free will, then it goes all the way down to the atoms and beyond - your actions, despite their appearance of choice, are in fact ordained and mechanically scripted in such a way that - given sufficient information about the initial state - could have been computed fully in advance before you were even born - you’re just going through the motions.
Either that or if there isn’t such computable determinism, the mechanism is the same, but the variations in the script are just the result of a cascade of events tweaked by some random pop of an electron or some such.
Either way, you’re bound by your desires, your desires are bound by their chemistry; their chemistry is bound by its physics, and nothing you’re actually doing, or experiencing, is really in any way controllable by you.
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The last word of your post is the crux of your problem: the word “you”. What “you” are you talking about here? Clearly not the collection of atoms acting together to make your body and brain, since those atoms and their interactions (however deterministic) clearly do control your actions. Clearly you’re not talking about an external spirit, or you’d have mentioned it by now (and if you did, you’d just be adding another turtle, not resolving any problems). So, if you’re not your brain, body, or a spirit, what are you? Answer that, and unless I miss my guess you will have answered your own objections.