I realized something quite odd during my mushroom trip that I wanted to share.
Everyone has an ego and your ego makes up who you are. It defines your interests, desires, is responsible for your perception of the world, and so forth.
With this in mind, ask yourself- who am I? What are my interests, ambitions, what do I like, what do I hate, and so forth. Then imagine if you were born as somebody else, say your next door neighbor, and your next door neighbor was you. Wouldn’t your “next-door-neighbor” you be the same you that YOU are right now? Sorry if this is a kind of mindfuck, but bear with me. Wouldn’t you “next-door neighbor you” have the same interests, desires, amibitions, perspective of life, etc that YOU have right now? Wouldn’t your next door neighbor have the same, identical innermost thoughts that are so dear to you right now?
This kind of makes me question free will. For instance, say I was born as Albert Einstein (let’s define being born as as meaning perceiving sentience from the body of), wouldn’t I have lived the exact same life that he has lived now? Because my sentience would be a product of Albert Einstein’s brain rather than the product of my own, current brain? Does this sort of make sense?
I feel like we often think that if we were born as somebody else (once again, meaning perceiving sentience from somebody else’s body rather than your own), we’d be so different. I hear this all the time from comments like “wow, she’s so pretty, if I was her I wouldn’t be depressed.” But my point is, if you were her, you’d be in the exact same state as her because you would be her and “her” is simply what she is right now, and what she will always be regardless of “who” is “her”.
Any thoughts or am I just spewing bs?
To use an analogy sort of, try reading this: Paul is an A+ student who is ambitious, successful, and happy. Ryan is a C- student who is depressed, unhappy, and slow. If Ryan was born as Paul and Paul as Ryan, would Paul still be an A+ student? Isn’t Paul’s attitude of life and his sentience exclusively a product of Paul’s brain? Therefore if Paul is born as Ryan, he will be a C- student because he will no longer perceive the world as Paul but rather as Ryan.
That little person behind your eyes- the one who thinks and makes decisions and decides how your body should move around is 100% a property of the body that it manifests itself in. Therefore, if you were born as somebody else, that “little person” would be someone completely different.
tl;dr: if you were your best friend, as in your perceived sentience from the body of your best friend, wouldn’t you be the EXACT same person, both inside and out, that your best friend is right now? Because YOU would no longer be YOU, because YOU, right now, are YOUR brain and YOUR genetics and YOUR memories, but if YOU were your best friend, you’d be HIS brain and HIS genetics, and HIS MEMORIES, which would be 100% identical to who he is now.