How directly relevant to an experience a couple of months ago!
I’ve had a best friend for around a dozen years, lets call him “Mike”. Back in March, we were out for some pints with a friend of his who just happens to be a hot little package. I’d wanted a shot with her for a while and had asked him to set up a little group thingy so I could have the opportunity to hang out with her and work my magic. He never really helped me out, but I never bitched about it.
See, “Mike” has always been a pretty selfish guy. We all know that and none of us held it against him. That’s the way he is and while it would cause some very minor problems from time to time, it was never big enough to get in the way of the friendship. However, the reason that he was not setting up a “meeting” between this gal and myself soon became apparent.
This night, we managed to get pretty darn tootin tipsy. After we’d shed everyone else, the three of us went over to her place for a couple more drinks. Mike and I hung out there for a while, and eventually it was time to call it a night.
We went outside to fetch a cab and Mike said to me, “you know, Morkfromork, sometimes people just want to be alone.” I said, “excuse me?” “Well maybe she and I just wanted to be alone,” sayeth he. “What about your girlfriend,” replyeth I. We just kind of looked at each other and I said, “how dare you lecture me. I will not stand here and be castigated because you intended to cheat on your girlfriend.” I was going to start walking, but just then the cab came. We both got it and were silent.
The trip brought us by my place first, and I got out, as did he. He apologized for being a jerk, and I simply told him that I had nothign to say to him right now. He called me later that day and then the day after. Realizing that I was about to toss a very good, decade-long friendship out the window, I felt I owed him more than simply not returning calls. I sent him and e-mail telling him that I was disappointed in his behaviour and felt that I had nothing to offer him beyond this little 3 or 4 paragraph rant that I sent. He e-mailed me back and said he’ll do anything to fix the friendship as this was his most valued and didn’t want to let it fall to ruins because of his mistake. He gave a couple of bad excuses as to why he did what he did. I e-mailed him back and told him that, since I was going out of town for a few months, I don’t really want to talk to him right now. Maybe when I get back. I also said that what he did requires no apology to me, as I didn’t really take his admonition personally. I simply didn’t support his actions and intentions.
Well, I’m back. I’ve been back for a few weeks but haven’t called him. I felt that what he did was utter reprehensible and that I deserve better friends than those who would be selfish about other girls that he wants to sleep with, even though he is in an admittedly long-term relationship, supposedly leading to marriage; not only because he is selfish, but most especially because of the intentions.
So, I guess my reason for dumping friends is when they do things that I think irreparably harm their character in my eyes. I can never look at him with respect again, and thus prefer not to look at him.
As an aside, should I forgive and see if I can repair the relationship?